vii. sunshine heart

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when night falls
and the stars begin
to glisten
I look out the window
watch them glimmer
and shine
watch them smile
down at me
like everything
is going to be alright,
even in the midst
of darkness

I am learning
to look in the mirror
and see the stars
in my own smile

I am learning
to fall in love
with myself

For years
I have picked
and pulled
and picked
and pulled
at the threads
of my grandma's pillows

I am realizing
that I have done the same
to myself
I have picked
and pulled
and picked
and pulled
at the threads of my heart
until it fell apart
completely

But I am learning
that I deserve more
than destruction

I am learning
that I, too,
am a masterpiece

I am learning
to see the stars
in my own smile,
the clouds
in my own laughter,
and the sun
in my own heart

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