i am realizing that
perhaps the reason
for my fixation on
emptiness
is the flood of
feelings i typically
experiencei have only ever known
how to live life
in black and white
i feel too much
think too much,
i am too much
but oh,
how i long
to be emptymaybe then
i could be
worthy of my own
affection
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SUNFLOWER BABY
Poetry"but we kept secrets from time, and I saw constellations in your smile . . . " [[ a series of poems ]]