sometimes,
i sit in bed,
late at night,
when it seems i am
the only one awake
in the whole world,
and i think about thingslast night
or this morning,
whichever you prefer
i sat up in my bed,
and i knew that i
was at my house,
i was in my bed
but suddenly,
i wasn't homeso,
i tried to think
of where my home
might beunderneath
willow trees
or surrounded
by sunflowers
very pretty, yes,
but not homemy grandparents'
house, or
my father's
arms,
very safe, yes,
but not homemy first kiss,
with a loud boy
named Nick,
or my last one,
with the sweetest boy
i ever knew
both gentle, yes,
but not homeand death,
my old friend,
my enemy,
the one who has,
at times,
beckoned me,
even death is not
homeand i realized that
maybe, maybe,
my home simply
is yet to exist
perhaps i'll find it
tomorrow,
or the next day,
or in a dozen yearsand isn't that
enough reason
to stick around?
to wait to find out?
to find out where will be
my home
YOU ARE READING
SUNFLOWER BABY
Poetry"but we kept secrets from time, and I saw constellations in your smile . . . " [[ a series of poems ]]