What if

Chapter 2

Lena's pov

I sit in my chair as I'm watching how Kara's body dissappear from my sight.

I adore Kara because of her character. I still remember her first appearance in my office with Clark. She was adorable with her shyness, she even forgot her own name. After I got to know her a little bit more I adore her even more because she is  generous, smart, funny and yes sometimes she is goofy as well.

But Supergirl seemed to be something else. Well of course she is generous but she is also confident, serious and brave. I always thought if I would have a chance to be her even for a day and be this confident  didn't think about it twice.

I know some people think that I'm confident but that's far from the truth.

I use this against the world because it's hard enough to be a woman in business without being a scared little girl all the time.

She land smoothly in my offices and my excitement get on surface.

'It's you...You're Supergirl' I smile as wide as a child in when they open their presents on Christmas

'You're not mad? ' she seems surprised

Why would I be mad at her? It's not a secret to tell some stranger at first before even got to know them. To be honest I still don't understand why she believes in me from the very beginning. Both of them... I mean Kara... God I hope I'll get use to it soon... So she is the first person in my life who believes in me despite my last name.

Lillian and Lex never did because I wasn't a true Luthor by blood, the rest of the world never did because I came from a Luthor household.

'Why would I be? It's a huge part of yourself and we have only met a few months ago. I understand why you hide it from me for this long and that's okey' I still smile like an idiot but also I got an idea

We could use our friendship to show the world that a Super and a Luthor could be on a same side and create amazing things together.

As soon asI explain my idea to her she started to worry about my safety. God how could she be this caring? I told her that everything will be just fine if we work together.

Unfortunately her duty call her away to help the NCPD and I have to prepare for a meeting but we made plans for night to have a normal conversation about all of this and to get to know each other a little bit more.

I don't know why but every time I'm with Kara I got nervous about how I should act and what should I say to her but I'm sure this feeling will go away as soon as we learn almost everything about each other.

And now let's go back to work...

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Kara's pov

That's my one and only chance to do things right and that's what I'm gonna do.

I have to let her in completely, like no lie, no hiding just the truth.

Whatever she asks for now on I'm gonna be completely honest with her even if it's scarry or even if it's open some not so happy chapters in my past.

I ordered her favourite foods and her favourite wine just to make her feel safe during our conversation.

It's 6:30 so I have about 30 minutes tohave a show and get ready.For me 30 minutes feels like an infinite amount of time due to my super speed.

I could be ready in 10 seconds and still would be enough time to go around the globe 3 times.

I started to become anxious about our meeting.

What if she have changed her mind about our partnership?

What if she don't believe in me? But more importantly what if I do it all wrong again?

I don't know how many bad thingsgot into my mind but my doorbell drag me back to reality.

I open the door just to see her wide smile once again. I could help it I have to hug her as tight as possible carefully not to broke her ribs.

'I' m so glad you came' I whisper into her neck

'Why wouldn't I come, Sweetie?' she asked and I can see the impression on her face change when she realised how she called me earlier.

'Mhh Sweetie.... I like that don't worry' I smile at her and she claimed down a little bit

'So why wouldn't I come?' she ask seriously

'Okay so I said to you there won't be any secret between us for now on and this is a last secret I should tell you before we start our partnership all over again. How much do you know about alternative dimensions?'

'As much as I' ve readin those cheap sci-fi books. Like you can do one thing in one dimension and get a different ending in another one if you would do it differently.' I could tell she is scared

' Basically yes. So I got an opportunity to start everything again with you after I screwed up with you the first time... ' I'm so nervous I have no idea how she will react to this

'Screw up like how?'

'We spoke about it a little bit today. I didn't want to put you in danger so I hide my identity from you just to protect you because I thought that's the best way to keep you safe. I waited too long. After many years and so many moments where I thought I should do it, Lex told you and you lost your faith in me and I lost you' at this point a single tear made it's way down my cheek

'That's when Myx told me he can help me do it all over again, so here are we standing in my living room and hoping that this time I won't lose you' there's another tear in the corner of my eye but this time Lena stops it before it could go down on my face.

'Ohh Kara' she almost whisper to me 'I'm so sorry for hurting you even if it was another me. I know you want to take care of me all the time and that's why you kept it from me. I forgive you for it. Also I want you to trust me regardless of what happened in the other dimension. Only one thing matter: that we're now here for each other and nothing can do us apart. '
Suddenly she kiss my forehead and holdme tight to her own body and I couldn't hep but melt int it, let my guards down and sob into her neck not wanting to be without her arms around my body.
' I've missed you ' I whisper hoping she wouldn't hear it
' I'm so sorry' she whisper bach to me