What if

Chapter 5

Lena's pov

We're almost half way through the movie when I feel Kara shifts in her spot next to me.

'Lee... I' m freezing' I look at her worryingly

She is the girl of still she shouldn't feel like it

'Come here' as soon as I open my arms for her she cuddle my side and put her head on my chest 'It's okay. It's only a side affect of the injection.'

I say as cover her with a blanket and confort her with storing her hair.

'Thank you Lena' her voice is barely noticeable

After a few minutes know for sure she is sleeping on my chest. I couldn't possibly think about any better outcome than this.

The amazing, beautiful and brave Kara Danvers aka Supergirl trust me enough to sleep on me and show me her weakness.

I adore her beautiful creature for a few more minutes then turn the TV down.

How heavy she could be? I mean I do work out twice a week but lifting Supergirl up is still a questionable movement for me.

I won't know for sure if I wouldn't try it, right?

She isn't as heavy as I thought but she wakes up inmy arms on our way to my bedroom.

'Lee, what are you doing?' she ask with a raspy voice from her nap

'You fall asleep on the couch so I thought I would put you in bed. You can sleep here and I'll sleep on the couch.' I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable so that's for the best.

'Stay with me, please. I don't want to sleep alone.' she is adorable

'Are you sure about this? I don't want you to feel it forced or something like that. I wouldn't mind sleeping on the couch.' I start to overthink it now

'Lena, please don't let me alone, please' I swear there is a tear in the corner of her eye.

'Hey, It's okay, of course I won't let you alone if that's what you want, Sweetie. I'm right here and that's not gonna change' I plant a kiss on her forehead just to confort her

Gently I put her down on my bed and turn back leaving her for a moment to find us something to sleep in.

Is she crying? I hear quiet sobbing from my room.

I step into my room with a handful of clothes

'Kara what's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me.'

'It's silly.... I-I-I though you left me once again. I've lost you so many times before I got this far with you. I' ve watched you die while I've hold you until your last breath. I've seen you became evil because I chose not to be your friend. I've seen all possibilities and at the end I've lost you so when you leave my side I feel like feeling this closed to you will end and I'll be all alone agin.' now she is crying

Right now I understand her even more. She is insecure about our friendship because she has lost it numerous times before.

I squat before her and rest my arms on her thighs

' Kara, look, I know you've been through a lot and I left you in some cases or I was forced to leave you, but believe me when I say that I wouldn't be anywhere elso or with anybody else right now than with you in this room and make sure you feel safe and confortable. You know me more than anyone else so please believe it when I say: for me you're the first person in my whole life whom I can trust and live without a doubt. Don't you ever question that I'll come back to you ever again, understud?' I feel a single tear running down my face

' Understud' She is as sensitive right now as I'm

'Now let's sleep'

Boy if I thought this conversation will help with me being awkward around her I was wrong.

I rolled over so my back was facing her hoping this pose isn't uncomfortable for her.

I feel her movement and then she froze down...

Her breath increases...

'Lee... Would it be okay if....' she becomes quite again

'If what?' I turn towards her and our eyes meet

'If we sleep like a big and small spoons?' I'm sure if the lights would be turn on we could see that both of us faces are bright red

'Of course it would be okay. I suppose you are the small one, am I right?' I smile at her

I only earn a soft giggle from her which is more than enough for me.

She easily turns to her other side and push her body towards mine.

We just fit perfectly. It's amazing to feel her this close to me.

Her bare legs on mine with skin to skin contact.

I feel her movements as she is inside me.

This is so peaceful and yet so alive. I wish we could sleep like this every night.

After like ten minutes her breath became slow and her movements completely stopped.

I thought she was fast a sleeping and I couldn't hide it from anymore so I thought since she is asleep it is my chance so I planted a kiss on her cheek and whispered to her

'I love you, Sweetie'

and with that I closed my eyes as well.