cally
are you... okayluke
of course
why not
why would i not be finecally
you are acting like a squirrelluke
i am a squirrel
but fuck
cally
holy shit
fuck
FUCK
ever do that shit again and it is ON SIGHT
holy fuckcally
DO WHATSHDJFKDDKluke
MY. MAN?..?.!,!,'cncnvnvcally
oh
that
:)luke
you are so horrible holy fuck calumcally
🤷♂️luke
i hate you more than anythingcally
you love meluke
nocally
you dooooluke
i hate u
WHAT WERE U EVEN TRYING TO ACCOMPLISHcally
idk
was leaning towards you dealing with your shit and telling him how you feel so mike and i don't have to continuously deal with ashton acting like he didn't spend the night in your hotel the night beforeluke
what?
he doesn't
whatcally
you're a horrible liarluke
i am notcally
dude
it's so obviousluke
nooooo
fuck
fuckfuckfuckcally
it's okay we're not going to say anything to anyoneluke
FUCKcally
and we're not gonna bring it up to ash
he clearly doesn't want us knowing
y'all are just shitty at hiding itluke
FUCK
yeah pls don't say anything to him
fuck
dude he doesn't even knowwwwwwwww
i've been in love with him for so fucking long dude oh my god
and i didn't mean for it to happen
it just... did
like
i realized i had feelings for him and i was like oh shit???? okay??
and i kinda just ignored it and hoped it would go away
bUT IT DIDNT.
it got worse
it got sosososososososososo much worse, callylike this is the physical embodiment of what i feel whenever i look at him
and i hate it
i think i threw up when i first thought about the fact that i could love him
yeah
i definitely did
i was horrified
BECAUSE I WAS. INA TEPATIONSHCTOSOcally
tepationshctosoluke
FUCK U YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
i was with arzaylea and i was so so so so fucked
like i repressed my feelings for ash when i was with her because i thought it would just go away but towards the end when our relationship started getting really toxiccally
luke..
it was always toxic, hunluke
i know hush
but that's when i realized
and i was so screwed
i think arzaylea knew it too, tbhcally
she probably did
like i said
bad liarluke
by selena gomezcally
i hate you
stop masking your painluke
cally
sighluke
dudeeeeeeeeee
fuckkkkkkk
he's so pretty
oh my godddddddddddcally
i know honey
it'll be okayluke
SHITTTTTcally
we have to go on stage in five are you gonna be goodluke
yeah i'm goodcally
you sure?luke
yeah
unless andrew tabloid decides to start shit, yeahcally
3 weeks
please
3 more weeks
then you never have to see him againluke
i
i want to punch him in his tiny little face againcally
i know lu
please don'tluke
i mightcally
don't do itluke
i might!!cally
come onluke
okay
YOU ARE READING
ugh → l.h ⋆ a.i
Fanfiction⤷ you're the only thing that's going on in my mind. [completed] → content warning: homophobia depression