12/06/19
one more show tonight then I never have to see the chainsmokers ever again but also luke and I are like, publicly together now
should I attach a picture for the memories? I'm gonna attach a picture for the memories
wow I'm emotional. so many things have happened.
I should give credit to jennifer for this whole journal idea. it helped regardless of my stubbornness. thanks jen. ur cool.
I think I'll keep doing this even after the tour ends tonight. I can look back on all this one day like hey! I was sad here. I fought the chainsmokers here. I fully realized I loved luke here.
wow that's such a weird thing to say now that I think about it. it makes me happy.
I guess I should get ready to go on stage. kind of sad it's the last one but I wanna go home and make cookies with my boyfriend
boyfriend <3 boyfriend!!! boyfriend :))))
okay, I'll go now. lu said he signed off on his last journal entry to the tour and told me I had to do it too so I guess I'm gonna do that now.
- ash :)
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