Just a lil' love from myself | Lisa x Iu

Chapter 3

Lisa pov

Following the girls around in the mall makes it look like I'm being a mood wrecker. If I left now it would cause a scandal between me and the girls. If I walked around alone to another store while all of them are here together would cause another unwanted scandal.

I can't do anything but stay with them. 

They walked into a book store, then music story, then a technology store. As I walk around and look around those stores, I couldn't help but think happy memories but yet bitter memories. It's fine though, it's all in the past now. Just can't believe I'm still thinking about it.

They went into other clothing stores while I just stood around and waited for them. I bitterly told them I'll wait for them by the fountain and bench. They just nodded and went back to shopping.

I walk over to the bench and sat down as I closed my eyes and lean on my arm. It's easier to think when I'm alone. Easier to heal when it's quiet.

When I finally felt relax, I felt a light tap on my head. I was a little resilient at first but after multiple little tap I look up. 

"Suzy?" My voiced cracked up.

"It's been a while hasn't" She sent me a sad smile.

"Yeah" 

It was quiet between us as I look down at the floor.

"How are you coping with-" 

"I'm good" I sent her a fake smile. 

"Lisa" Her voice was low.

"I'm fine really" I smiled at her.

Suzy nodded her head slowly as she looked around then back at me.

"What are you doing here for?" She questioned me.

"My members and their friends" I pointed to the store they're at.

I look over there myself to see them all smiley and happy now walking out the store to the exist on the mall.

"Lis-"

"I'll be going now. I'll see you tomorrow at the golden disk award" I bowed to her and slowly walked the opposite way from the girls; the back entrance.

If the girls doesn't notice me then how will she.

Before I know it, I'll be left behind. 

I'm not ready, please come back. 

Do I still matter to you..

I love you..

I though you love me too.

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If the world was only me and you, would you come back to me..

When I arrived back home, I didn't see the girls here. Wow, I notice their disappearance but did they notice mine? no.

Classic.

I went back to my room, locked the doors and took out my phone when I laid down on the bed.

I played my playlists and the first song that came up wasn't the happy song I needed right now. 

Taste the poison from your lips
Lately, we're as good as gone
Oh, our love is drunk and it's
Singin' me my favorite song

Me and you, we were made to break
I know the truth, but it's much too late

I stared tearing up. So much of forgetting about her.

You're perfectly wrong for me
And that's why it's so hard to leave
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me
You're perfectly wrong for me
All the stars in the sky could see
Why you're perfectly wrong for me

Tearing were running down my face as I tried keeping in a silent cry.

Oh, you know how much it hurts
Every time you say you hate me
But when we're makin' love, you make it worth it
Can't believe the places that you take me

How am I suppose to forget about you when you make it so hard. All the great memories I had was always with you. Never once did I regret anything with you. 

There's no use, we were made to break
I know the truth, and it's much too late

Tell me they were all lies. I'll still come back to you.. 

You're perfectly wrong for me
And that's why it's so hard to leave
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me
Oh, you're perfectly wrong for me
All the stars in the sky could see
Why you're perfectly wrong for me

Why does everything remind me of you.

Oh, and why I can't quit when you break my heart open?
I need you more than I know, oh
and I can't resist when you're up against my skin
I never wanna let you go

The tears never disappear nor will the pain. Baby...come back. I miss you so much

You're perfectly wrong for me
And that's why it's so hard for me
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me, mm
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me
Hate that you know that I won't leave
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me

Oh
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me
And that's why it's so hard for me
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me, yeah
Oh, you're perfectly wrong for me
Hate that you know that I won't leave
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me
Yeah, you're perfectly wrong for me

Why do I want something I can't have, why do we have to be this way, why can't I let you go, why do you want me to let go, I can't find anyone like you...you tell me to find someone new but no ones like you.