Little Dragon

The Queen?

Sang sighed as she finished the last dish throwing her gloves down on the counter. Before making her way to the front.
Calling out goodbyes to her coworkers. She was so tired of this pattern.
Work.Work. Go Here. Do this. Eat. Throw up. Work. Pass out. Repeat.

She missed her little dragon more than anything.
Her little dragon was the only thing she looked forward to everyday.
Her only light.

She walked down the quiet streets, not ready to go back 'Here'.

She sighed sadly as she looks up at the stars, Seeing the North Star in the distance.
She sits down in the middle of the sidewalk unbothered by her surroundings and loses herself to her thoughts.

Just this once... she promises herself.

She hoped she was having fun with her fathers. She knew how stubborn her daughter could be,but she also knew that the Blackbourne team was a force to be reckoned with. She knew they'd find her. She just wished that her original plan would have worked.

She didn't want to send her daughter out into the world on her own. But she had to. And just like her mother, she was a beacon for all the bad things in the world.

She hadn't seen her daughter in years.
She's talked to her on a disposable phone but that's not enough.
She tried so hard to protect her one true love. Her other half. That she became what she swore she never would.
Sang remembers when things were good. Little Dragon was happy and full of life, and so was she.

But sadly you can't live in the past forever.

She once had a well planned out idea.

She once had a good friend to help her escape from the bad.

She once had a nice life set up for her and her tiny daughter.

She once was happy and thought she was stronger than her failure of a "mother".

But... She was so wrong.

She was never a good mother.
She was never home.
She was always closed off from her daughter
She was under her own illusion that she was better than her parents

She tried so hard to protect her daughter.
But she became so focused on protecting her physically. That she forgot about protecting her emotionally and her mentality.

She failed her daughter, but maybe she was doomed as a mother from the beginning.
Maybe she tried too hard or too little to be a good mom.
But it didn't matter anymore.
She had already became what she feared most.

The only reason Here did not break her. She was invincible again. But not in the good way.

She tried so hard to shield her daughter from the bad things in the world.

That she became the worst bad thing in her daughter's whole life.

She stood up from the ground shaking her head at her thoughts.
She got rid of all emotion.
She knew in the end they are worthless just like Sang is or Mom.

No. It was too late to be Mom.

Mom hadn't taken over since the accident.

And Sang was too weak to do what needed to be done to save their daughter.

Now she knew that Sang had promised her little Dragon that she wouldn't be Her again but her daughter wasn't Here.