I forgot that i am a Villainess

Chapter 21

i want to change my past

i want to save all of my love ones

i want to change my course of fate

but then suddenly

one letter broke down all of my reasons to live

all hopes crumbles...

i never saw them since i attend the school

i want to surprise them when i achieve my goal

that at last i am already strong

i can protect them!

but then one word stab my heart

i felt like my mind is drifting to darkness

Dear Lady Celestia Rial

We we're sorry to tell you that something bad came, something bad happened, we want to tell you that you must be brave for the news that you will read ...

Your family are all dead...

they died when they are traveling, they want to surprise you and visit you at the School and also send your little brother, but some demonic creatures killed your family...

we we're sorry and giving you our sincere condolences

you must attend their funeral this coming week

please come so they may rest in peace.

sincerely yours

~Hera Empire Prime Minister

they want to surprise me...

and they did....

they did surprise me

and i am not happy about it

i don't like it

can't i just wished that they didn't surprise me?

i want to surprise them

but they surprised me instead

their surprise

is their coffin

i felt my energy leave me

my knees on the floor

my arms on the side without vigor

my eyes light left me

i only saw darkness

despair

all of my reasons to leave

all of my reasons to be strong

all gone

all of my efforts gone

i didnt cry

why?

cry can't express what despair i am going through

why?

can't i just die together with them?

my heart already torn apart because of Alois