FF : I OWN YOU – A DESIRE TO MAKE YOU MINE [SEASON 3]
PART 8:
Aranv : so you woke up bbay ? how was your sleep !! nad how is my junior !! ( khsuhi eyes widened as she remembered that she is pregenant ... while khushi flinched but didn’t reply while .. arnav left her ... and then hovered on her and lending toward her and kissed her tummy making khushi feel disgusted ) you know bbay how much your papa loves your mumam ... but tumhari mumam ko ... toh tumhare pap ki .. koi kadar hi nahi hai 1! Let me show then how much your pap loves her !! khushi jerked with faer!!
Khsuhi: no please!! ... ( she whispered but before she could complete aranv entered into her and started loving her .. and then theyu both dozed off one dozed off because of tiredness of loving and other just fainted because she have .... no energy left to .. bear him !!
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Arnav was in the living room while sitting in the couch while ... reading his daily news paper ....while checking his stalks ... on the tv .... while sipping his coffee ... whereas khushi was in the room still sleeping ....!! maria walked out of the kitchen carrying the breakfast tray in her hand ... while was about to go upstairs toward the room while ... arnav just stopped her ...
Arnav : wait !! where are you going ?
Maria: sir !! taking breakfast for mam !!
Arnav : she is still sleeping .. no need to disturb her !! she is ... exhausted and tired so let her take sleep !! ( maria nodded while .. turned back to the kitchen while ... aranv got a call ... and he walked out from there receiving the call ... !!)
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Khushi was sitting in the floor while hugging her knees weeping silently ..... now days her tears were also being dried up !!she cursed her fate .... to play sucha tragedy with her ..she cursed the day when he met with aranv !! .... she cursed the day she accepted his proposal ... all the bitter memories flashed in her mind ..and ..shook her to the core !!
‘Arnav singh raizada ‘ a man with different shades !!! untill you know this man very closely .... you couldn’t say ... what he is ??? those who have afced the rael asr !! they only know who he is ??? what ever he wants !! he grabbed it by hook or by crook!! He never takes refusal nor a no !! what he said is final !! for him ... he himself is a god !! and he wrote his own destiny and as belives to rules other destiny .. is ... just seeing from outside you cant say what the man is .. but staying with him .. in the same house ... living with him .. everyday .. in the same house same room you can say what he is but sometimes !! even stauying with him ... you cant get to know the real face of the man!!
Khushi have never imagined in her worst dream that arnav would be like this ..... !! he even have this shade .... !! she was being with him for almost one yaer she knew he was shortempered person ...... !! but .... he could have this side she never imagined !!
In this one month ..... she have seen such a face of her husband she couldn’t even imagined !! what was her fault ... her fault was nothing but she have ... said a no !! to him ..... on his face and .... hurt his ego!!
After mararige .. even she tries to escape from his cage !! but all goes to vain !! .. infront of his power she is nothing !! and thus everytime she tries to fled from here and everytime .. she ended up in hios bed !!
Tears rolled down her cheeks !! as the everything played in her mind ..and then something stuck in her mind .. and she looked at her tummy and placed her palm on it and caressed it ... and the word of the doctor “ congratulation mr. raizada she is two weeks pregenant” the word pregenant echoed over her mind !! ...
Khuhsi: ( whispered in teary chocked voice) I ... am pr..e ... genant .... ( she stares blankly at her tummy ... and tears rolled down her cheeks ...as she recalled the nights .. the screams ..... the pain full moans !! .all just reparked in her making her every cell of the body yelled in fear !!. khushi closed her eyes a lone tear escaped from her eyes ...
This news are blissfull word ... for any married woman ... every married woman would be bless with the news of her pregennacy !! it’s a beautiful gift given by god to every amraried women to increase the love between the couple ..and made their life more blissful with this news of happiness that another member is going to become part of their life !! but !! for khsuhi she didn’t fel anykind of feeling that a married women supposed to feel ... during her pregennacy !!
This baby is not out of their love but .. out of her so called husband’s lust hunger and desire ... khushi clutched her tummy while digging her nails in it over’s dress ... she felt disgusted !! she felt chaep of herself!! The news of baby bring happiness in every girl’s life but for her ....... it’s not any sign of happiness but the sign of dirt ..of that man ... ..the sign of torture he did with her every night .... in his bed !! it’s not out of love !! may be for him it’s love but for her it’s out of lust !! out of his need !! ... and she is carrying ... his dirty seeds ... in her womb !! ...
She felt herself humiliated chaep !! ... and more over that she felt disgusted thinking that she is carrying his seeds ... in her womb !!. she felt angry on herself ....
Did she ever able to love this baby ? this baby ... just will remember ... her how her husband everynight rapes her manipuluate her!! .....
Khsuhi gritted her teeth while tightened her grip on her ..tummy in disgusting ...
Khuhsi : why devi myaia !! why ?? why !! why you are doing this to me ! what harm did I cause to anyone !! that you are punishing me like this !! every happibness you have snatched away from me devi mayia .. and now !! this !! I cant bear this illegimate sign of his lust in me !! .. i fel dirt of myself !! ( she wiped out of her tears and stood up and stared at herself in the mirror .. and just touched her tummy she scrunched her face in disgustion in the thought that she is bearing the symbol of that man !! she hated herself ... in the thought that .. now his seeds is being growing inside her womb she hated herself ... she hated this baby because .. it ‘s out of lust !! beacusde it’s the sign of all the horrible nights she have spent with him )
Khushi: ( determindedly) I have tried a lot !! .. but everytime I get defeated .. infront of his power !! and money !! everytime I have to ended up with him ? why ? because I have no one beside me because I am a orphan !! I accept my defeat !! I am tired of fighting with my fate !! I am tired of fighting with him !! . but every thing should be end !! if I cant get justice anywhere then only one way I have !! I will end myself !! .. he cant manupuliate me any more !! neither !! I will let this bbay .. come in this earth!! ... I wont let his dirt to come in this earth!! ..... I will finshed myself along with this baby !! ... I will kill myself and end all my sorrowness !! .. I will ewnd this chapter forever I will end myself !! ( she murmured determidingly while just stared herself in the mirror with some kind of glint in her eyes!! )
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Arnav was in the study room ... and was busy in attainding ... a video conference ..from past two hours !! ... after his conference get over .. he came out of the study room ... and called for maria ...
Arnav : maria !! maria !! ( he called while maria walked out of the poolside ... as she was watering his plants !! )
Maria; yes sir!!
Arnav : bring a hard black coffee for me !! ( he walked toward the couch while flipping some apges of the file he was holding in his hand while maria nodded and left ... after a while maria walked to him with his coffee while aranv asked)
Arnav : hmm did khushi !! woke up ??
Maria : no sir !! ... I went ...to called mam !! but ... there was no response I think ..she is still sleeping !1 9 aranv just nnodded his haed and looked at the clock which was stiking at 1 pm )
Arnav : strange !! this girl is sleeping from so long !! !! ( he muttered under his breathe and looked at maria ) you go and called her !! it’ already tym for lunch as well as she have medicines ... to take !!
Maria: ok sir !! ( she nodded while went upstairs toward their room)
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Maria: ( knocked) mam!! mam !!! mam !! ( she again knocked but there was no response from inside and then she try to push the door ina thought if the doo is opened ... but no it was locked from inside!!
Maria : mam !1 ( she said in a panicking voice ) mam!! 9 now she get tensed a sshe was raely knocking since long .. and now she thought to called arnav .... as she find something fishy she rushed down stairs to called aranv)
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Khushi stood in the chair placing over the bed .... while .. she hung a saree over the ...fan ... and ... made a knot .. like a fasse!! And holdint it with her both ahnd and was staring at the knot tears rolled down her cheeks as she felt helpless ... of her fate !!
Khushi : ( sighing ) forgive me !! mumam papa .. your daughter didn’t able to fight back !! ... I didn’t have any energy to stood up against your ... son in law!!. I cant live like this any more ....rather than dieng everyday it’s better to die in one moment !! ... I have tried .. I have tried!! A lot ... I have tried a lot to fight .. but no more I have no energy left ! In me !! I know .. how much I ... fight the ultimate results will be the same !1 as usual ... he will own me !! he cant own me anymore!! .. I am sorry mumma I am sorry papa !! your daughter losse the battle of life !! I have no option left now !! other than accepting the death!! ..
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Maria ( rushed down in a worry calling for aranv while aranv was busy ina tatinding some of his official call) sir !! ( panting ) sir!! ( aranv looked at her with raising his eyebrow and give her a qwestioning look)
Arnav : ( on call) yaeh mr verma I called you back!! ( hecut the acll and looked at maria) yes maria!!
Maria; sir who mam !! who mam ..( aranv stood up from the couch in worry)
Aranv ; what ? what happened to her / and why seemed to be tensed!!
Maria : woh !! whoh ( pointing toward the room) mam isn’t opening the room !! I have being trying since long but she isn’t opening the door !! and the door is locked from inside I tries to acll her but sheis not even responding too so I just thought to call you !! ( aranv looked at her and then just rushed toward the upstairs in a hurry)
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Arnav : ( standing outside the room and knocked while calling khushi’s name) khushi! !! khushi!! Opened the door baby !! khushi !! ( he knocked again and then try to push but the door was locked) dam !! the door is being locked!!
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Khsuhi jerked hearing his voice and she clutched the edges of the sare knot tightly and just shivered with faer and looked at the direction of closed door)
Khushi: ( shooking her haed) no aranv singh raizada!! No !! this time .. you cant stop me !! I will escape from your clutches!! And you acnt do anything this time!! I will kill myself !! and you cant do anything !! you cant possessed me anymore !! I acnt live a dreadful life with her staying here!! No .... !! ( loking upward ) mumaa papa .. accept me !! your daughter is coming to you !!accept me !! ..... ( a lone taers escaped from her eyes while he heard his sharp voicve from outside the room )
Arnav : khushi opened the door dammit !! I said open the door !! ( khsuhi just stared at him for awhile while just clutched the knot and ... hung her neck inside it .... )
Arnav : I have to break the door ( he started pushing it ... by his forearms .... but then .. just straightened himself .. and ... just kicked the door ....hard making the door flung open and break down on the floor .. while he entered the room .. and his angered raised in no time .and even shocked at the same time seing khsuhi trying toattempt suicide ) KHUSHI!! .. khushi closed her eyes and was about to kicked the cahir off of her .. but before she could do that ... she felt a pull ... in her wrist .. as some one clutched her wrist and pulled her down of the chair while untieng the knot from her neck ... and pulled her down ... harshly khsuhi opened her eyes and she shivered seeing it was none other than n aranv ... who pulled her down ... of the chair ...... and before .. she shivered while aranv eyes were throwing fire through it his jaws were tightened .. while khushi struggle to get out of his grip and ... that pissed aranv more aranv left his grip on her and roamed his eyes ... around it and seing what she was trying to do it raised his anger and before khsuhi could even react arnav palceda tight slap on her chek making khushi stumble and fell back on the bed!!
To be cntd
