FF : I OWN YOU –A DESIRE TO MAKE YOU MINE [SEASON 3]
PART 10:
“ so that means it will remind you of him !! thats why you will abort her/ him by aborting would aranv will stop showing his husband right on you say mekkhsuhi “
“ tell me what difference will be between you nad him then !! what answer will you give to your devi mayai .. that you killed your own baby !! you made fun of her gift !! just because you hate your husband!”
“ khsuhi you have no right to end al life !! you have to live for your baby !! what the bbay’s fault in that you have no right to insult devi mayai did your parents have taught to snatched life !! who gave you the right ... to closed the baby’sd eyes before he opened his eyes in the world !1
khsuhI: ( yelled) nahi !! I acnt kill the baby !! I was becoming selfuish !! how coukld I even think to kill the part of me who is growing inside me ( she clutches her tummy and acress her tummy)
khushi: I am sorry baby mumam become selfish !! . I will live baby mumam will live !! mumma will live for you !! plz forgive your muamm baby she become so confused in her problems that she tries to harm you she lost her sense between right and werong not for nayone I will live for you !! baby I am sorry muamma Gandhi hai baby for her won needs she tries to harm you .. mumam ko maaf kar do mumma promise she wont do it from next time ... she will give birth to you .... ( tears rolled down while she caressed her tummy)
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Days passed by following a week ... and then followed by month ... and now khushi is full one month pregenant ... she have stopped all her tries to get escpae from the grip of her socalled husband ... she decided to give this relation a try .. to made this mararige work but not for herself ... but for the baby who is growing inside her!! .... she knew what it to be meant to be orphan ... to brought up all alone .. and she didn’t want ... her baby to face the same !! .. she knew as much a child neds amother he needs a father too ...... and thus she wants her child gets both his mother and father beside him ... but all these 30 days ... were the same for him ... the same torture the same manhandling and the same dreadful nights !!... everynight aranv woulf forced her on bed .... he wouldn’t show any mercy on her ... and wouldn’t care of what situation she is right now but ... only know one thing to get his own pleasure !! ... and if khushi tries to deny him .... then khsuhi would have to suffered worst of him ... that’s how the way he treats her !! .... and khushi would just tolerate everything for her baby !! ...
It was Sunday .... while .. khushi just opened up her eyes .. as the sun rays hit on her eyes ... she opened her eyes ..... while rubbing it .. while .. she felt a weght on her .. and flinched to find it was arnav’s arms which was circling around her waist while his manhood was poking her from her back under the duvet as he was cudling him .. khushi flinched shroving his hand off her ... feeling disgusted !! . tears rolled down her cheeks as she gathered the sheet closed to her chest and sat up on the bed ... while resting her head on the headboard and sighed ....while closing her eyes and let out a drop of tears to escaped from her eyes !
Khushi opened her eyes . and placed her palm over her tummy and caressed her tummy by her palm and said in a most whispering tone ...
Khushi : baby .... come to mumma soon !! she have noone except you !! you are the only hope of mine !! only one to heal all my wounds !! baby ... only for you muma is suffering everything beta !! taki you get a good future !! beta only for you I am in this house ... I know how it to be to brought up without your parents !! .... and I don’t want my baby to be brought up without his father name ! being an orphan !! beta ... mumaa har saas tumhare liye hi le reha hai ... just come to mumma baby .. ( tears rolled down her cheeks as she caressed her tummy ..... while talking to her baby then her eyes fell on the calendar hunging over the wall she just down of thwe bed gathering her bedsheet around her chest tightly and just walked toward the calendar and stood infront of it remuvinga red marker she circled the date .... she wiped out her tears and walked toward the dressing table and stood infront of the mirror looking at herself imidiately nad tried to give a weak smile)
Khushi: baby today .. it’s being one month completed since you have come in my womb !!! bachah and some more 8 months then you will be in my lap !! mumma just cant wait to hold you in her arms bachah !! ( she said while exting both her palm infront of her as in the same way mother hold a new born baby in her arms ) I know mumma is very bad mumma is realy bad !! .... that mumam tries to end you in the beginning but mumma was helpless !! mumma was all alone mumam was messed up with all the surrounding !! but now mumma wont get weak !! mumma will be strong from now on !! Kyuki now you are with me hai nah bachha !! you will be my support hai nah baby !! ... you will nah !! ... bas kuch mahine fir ekbar tu aa jayega sab thik ho jayega !! ( she was murmuring while caressing her tummy by her palm ... nad tears were rolling down her cheeks that’s when .... some one came and hugged her from behind while wrapping his arms around her waist while digging his face on the crook of her neck !! and literally sucking it ..... while khushi just get numb knowing who he was .. she instantly closed her eyes nad clutched the bedsheet in her fist tightly ovcer her chest .. and was trying ahrd to stopped her tears to come out ... arnav raising his haed from her neck ... !! and looked at her from the mirror!!
Arnav : ( in his husky tone ) what are you doing standing here sweetheart!! ... hmm ?? seeing how much beautiful you are !! or asking the mirror to say ... how much sizzling hot you are!! ( he held her shoulder and turned around to face him!! while khushi was still closing her eyes in faer) look at me when I am talking to you !! open your eyes let me also see my .. darling wife!! 9 khsuhi just opened her eyes but you couldn’t find any blush .. any shyuness any love in her eyes ... as a wife should feel by her hubby’s this kind of behavior but what you can see only pain and sorrow !! ,[, you know there are many womens like khushi ... who just give up in sake of their family respect or child future and keep on tolerating the dominance of husband !! how much strong ... your rival is !! but you shouldn’t give up soon ! once you will fail ..second you will fail may be number of time you get defeated but at the end you will get justice !! .. there is proverb in benagli ‘koshto na korle keshto paojay nah “ without hardship you cant win the heart of lord Krishna “ so you ned to fight for your rights and justice]
Arnav : baby!! I don’t like anyone except me to gaze on you like this ... not even this mirror !!... ( he said while trailing down his finger on her cheeks) umhh I tell you sweetheart how much beautiful and intoxicant you are for me !! ... ( he said while garbbing her by her waist and pulled her close to him making her softness bounced over his hardtoned chestand khushi shivered by his touch as he lend ... and placing a rough bite on her earlobe he whispered ) I have slept with many but they aren’t like you !! they doesn’t able to satisfy me the way you do ... you know why because I love you baby !! ( khushi felt cheap and disgusted she felt to place tight slap on her cheek !! what kind of man he is ? didn’t he feel ashame while uttering all this infront of her ??? infront of his own wife !! he love her ? and comparing her with those hookers ? what kind of love is this ?? khushi scrunched her eyebrows and cursed herselkf to think that once she have made this man her boyfriend !! ) arnav’s ahnd moved upward toward her chest ... and held her hand ... on the palce she was holding the sheet over her breast .. she clutched it tightly ... not making aranv to remuv it wjhile aranv get pissed of by her beahviour and pressed her one bossom hardly .. making khushi yelled in pain . and her hand automatically ... dropped down ... while making the sheet fell down ... making aranv smirked while arising his eyebrow seeing her naked infront of him ... and then ... roamed his lusty eyes all over her while khushi’s tears started rolling down she was feeling humiliated ..... and aranv picked her up in his arms and walked to the bed ,.... and while placing her on the bed .. he get top of her and took her one bossoms in his mnouth while cupping the other by his hand ... while .. sucking and nibbling her nipples roughly .. and then followed by the act !! )
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It was nearly evening when khushi came downstairs getting dressed in a pink full sleeves top and jeans and find arnav talking with aman who have came to give him file ... over something it seems they were discussing about something really important !!! ... but realizing khushi’ present aranv stopped imidaitely ... and aman looked at khsuhi and tries to give afke smile whereas khushi too faked a smile ... it seems from their facial expression they were realy tensed about some matter ! arnav roamed his eyes on her from top to buttom while then turned to amna and said !!
Arnav ; yaeh!! We will discuss about it latter !! you may leave now aman !! ( aman got up frpom the couch and said)
Aman : yaeh sir ... ( nodding his haed and left from there)
Arnav : ( stood up from thje couch and looked at khushi who was standing just few inches beside them ) what the hell you are doing here ? humari baate sun rahi thi !!! han itna tameez bhi nahi hai tumme !! ( stepping forward toward her) biwi ban gayi ho toh kya sir pe charogi ?? hmmh ??? ( khsuhi just stared at him blankly) aur ( scanning her) yeh sab kya hai ? kahi jaa rahi ho kyat um ??? ( khsuhi just stared at him .. blankly and then gulped )
Khushi: ji han woh ...... ( before she complete aranv shuttered her with another qwestion)
Arnav : ( gritting his terth) kisse puchjkar bhaar jaa rahi hoon !! bahut apni man ki karne lagi ho nah haan ? puch nab hi zaruri nahi samjha mujhse haan ?? ( stepping toward her)
Khushi: ( gulping down her fear) ar..aranv I was .... going to meet payel !! bas !!
Arnav : kahi nahi jaugi !! do you get that !! .....
Khushi: aranv please trust me ... I am going to meet payel only !! . that’s it .. if you don’t trust you could come with me !1 aranv fresh air is also good for the baby !! ...
Arnav : thik hai .... go !! ( cupping her cheeks) I trust you baby !! .... but don’t dare to break my trust varna you have to pay a big .. compensation for it !! ..... go but take the driver with you !! ( he give a quick peck on her lips nad khushi walked out of the house)
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Khushi’s car stopped infront of a café ..and she get down of the car and walked inside the open café !! ..she walked inside and find payel waving her hand toward her ... khushi smiled nad walked toward her !! and payel hugged her !! while khushi too hugged her back after such along she is able to met her !! almost after two months they are meeting actually almost after two month she is able to freely breathe in the fresh air .... of outside world from that mansion!!
Payel( pulling back from the hug) ohh baby!! Hows you !! I miss you so much and you know I was craving to see you from so long !! but you seems to forgot me after you get married !! huh !! pati se pyar karne mein itna busy hogayi ki .. apne friend ki bhi yaad bhi nahi ayi tujhe !! ( she pouted while khushi just lifted her gazed down only she knew what she is suffering through all this month .. how would she tell her!! .. ... in what sorrowness she is in how would she tell what a beast her husband is !! .. she just sighed while hiding her tears ... and afked a smile and said!! )
Khushi: have you decided to kep on blaberring !! while standing here .... only ..
Payel: ( slapping her forehead a bit) shuh !! ... come have asit ( they both sit while pulling their chair and payel ordered something for them ! ) umhhh .. one mixed fruit salad and one .. papaya salad yopur favourite hai nah khush!! ..
Khushi: 9 stopping her) no payel !! not papaya salad !! I am not6 allowed to have this !! in this condition !! it’s not good for the baby !! ( payel just looked at khushi with surprised)
Payel ; baby !! you mean ? you mean ( khushi nodded meekily) omg ( she exclaimed with joy) I ma going to be maasi !!! yeahh .. you are pregenant !! ... 9 she almost jumped out of her sit and hugged her tightly and khushi too smiled )
Payel : y don’t you told me before han ?? now you telling me actually you didn’t but I find out myself !!
Khsuhi: now you get to know nah !! !! aur waise bhi .. he didn’t want me to leak this news outside before 3 month !! ( she sighed and payel nodded )
Payel : ( holding her palm in her’s) khsuh !! you are happy nah ( khushi looked at her while staring at her blankly ) I mean to say ... I maen ... you had broke up ... with him ... then suddenly one day we get to know you both get married then after that ,,, there is no news of your’s ... . after so many month I able to contact you !! hope you are fine !! and see yourself what you have made yourself didn’t you take care of yourself !! you are happy nah !! ( khsuhi’s eyes welled up but she gulped down her tears and shook her head in no )
Khushi: ( diverting the topic ) it’s none like that you say about urself !! whats you going on in ur life!!
Payel: nothing much!! Aur hows your modeling going !! haan ??? I am sure now ar all contracts are your’s ..asr ki biwi jo ho!!
Khushi : modeling ? ( confused) I left it !!
Payel: what ? don’t ... you kidding ryt ... you left your careere why ? so what you get marraiued there are amny girls who continued their career after their mararige in which century you are living !! and this us .... here after getting amraried womens are having boyfriend and there you cant continue your career huh!! Is it ??
Khushi: 9 lookinga t her) par ??
Payel: par what khushi!! See khsuhi you are an intelligent girl and per a successful diva I don’t find ... you to drown your carer just you get married ... you should talk with your husband about it .... I am sure he will understand it .. and why wont he !! he himself is king of fashion industry !! .... ( khsuhi sighed)
khsuhI: but how could I .. I am pregenant !! ... in this condition how could ...i able to contuinue my career !!
payel : why cant you !! is their written anywhere being pregenant !! .... you have to sacrifise your carer !!! while yopu know khushi there are many models who shoots being pregennat y cant you !! if you don’t belive me ask your husband !! he wuld say the same !! and you are just in the begging month here I don’t find any prob in it ...... think about it an it will help you to change your mind a bit !! ( she blinked her eyes and as she touched her cheeks and khushi hissed in pain ...as it was the same spot where arnav mercilessly slapped her last night ....... payel get panicked ... and said worryingly )
payel: kya hua ? what happen ? you ok !! ( then she noticed the red marks on her cheeks .... and she frowned her eyebrows and lookeda t her while khushio was gulping her teras which was about to split out at any moment ) khush!! Whats wrong with you are you ok !! what this marks are ~!!
How it comes on your cheks ( she noticed some more marks on her neck .. and even some cigrete burnt marks on her wrist ... khushi purposely ... wore full sleves dress to hide marks from payel but she failed !! khsuhi just stood up and split out in tears and hugged her tightly throweing herself over her .. and cried out loudly in her arms ... but soon relize her positon and she pulled abck from the hug f and said )
Khushi; I need to go ....!! payel !! . I told I will be back within an hour !! ( tahts whe khsuhi’s phone ring ..and it’s arnav’s call she was about to pick and tahts when payel snatched the phone from her and reject it ... ) payel!!
Payel : what ?? tell me whats wrong wirh you !! I have being noticing .... you ... you have being changed a lot where is the khushi I knew !! ,. Where is that chattered box !!! toady you were semed to be lost gloomy I couldn’t find any chirpiness or happiness in your face or eyes which was always in your afce !! whats the matter !! and khushi .. tell me whats wrong with you !! satill I couldn’t digest how could you marry that man !! whom you have broke up because of his disgusting indecent behavior with you ! then how could you marry him ! how this marks came on you !! answer me khushi !! I know there si something behind this marriage just tell me khsuhi just tell me !! Ia he tried to .. tell khsuhi!!
Khsushi: ( irritatingly ) nothing is wrong I need to go !! ( she took the phone ... and started walking out of the café when she bumped upon someone she raised her head and find ..it was none other than aranv .. khushi shivered in fear feling his rage !! while as soon as khsuhi left the house aranv too followed her to trace where actually she was going !! nad thus he find her here .. though he didn’t get inside the café but could heard their talks as they werte just sitting just beside the roadside parking area and their voice was almost loud and listening their converstatyion his anger pumped in no time !! and he walked down of the car and barged inside the café ..aranv passeda balck look to payel and then galred at khsuhi while khushi shivered with faer!!
Khushi: aa..pp ( stammered)
Aranv : ( with dangerous tone ) ahn mein ? kyu didn’t xpect me here haan ?? did I disturb your gposseps hmhh ? ( he galkred at payel with anger fillewd eyes and apyel rolled her eyes) CHALO !!
( khsuhi gulped thinking whats coming next and started walking with him toweard the car avoidsing the conseqwences ... while as they were near the car .... )
Payel ; I have ... not yet finished with her~!! Let me talk !! ( arnav turned and gritted his teeth)
Aranv : ( almost roared) didn’t you get me khushi !! chalo ... get inside the car !! ( khushi shivered and gulped and looked at payel helplessly while payel get to understand what she need to ... and aranv clutched her wrist tightly ..... .. making it get bruised with his nails .. on the wounded spot !! .. khushi’s tears welled up ... and he started dragguing toward her side while payel was just shocked to se her the way he treats her ... she just rushed toward her ..... and said holding arnav’s sleves and aranv instantly turned and passed an deadly glarte to payel with raged filled eyes !! and gestured at the spot she hold his sleeves he gritted here teeth)
Payel : how could you treat your wife like that !! is this way a to behave with her!!
Khushi: ( almost whispering in taers) payel stop please!! ( she knew what this can lead payel too while aranv used his free hand .. nad shroved her ahnd off him )
Arnav : ( dangerous) stay out of it !! it’s our personal matter !! let us solve it !! don’t interfere in between us!!
Payel : if it so then kep it in the fourwall of your room why are you bringing it out !! haan ?? you are manhandling her and you are asking me to numb !!
Khushi: payel stop it !! .... please!! ( she just whispered and aranv just galreda t khushi passing a dead look while his clutch get tightened on her grip aranv didn’t reply anything just drag hewr and opened the car door and threw her inside the sit roughly and then looked at pyel ..
Aranv : stay out of our matter I don’t like nayone poking nose in my matters .. I am warnuing you for the first and alst time varna next time be ready to afce the consiqwence girl !!
Payel : ( angry ) what will you do han ?? you think I fear you !!
Arnav : right what else can I do !! nothing but let see what can I do to you !! ( he madea puppy sad face and get inside his sit and drove off)
To be cntd
