Consequences

Junior Year

03/11/2014

"Shawn! For god sake get you ass down here! We're going to be late for school asshole!"

I was screaming in the street, just in front of his house. He wasn't even able to show up at the right time. Just when I was thinking about showing up in his home, he finally opened the door. His hair was messy and he was eating a chocolate bar.

" Could you please chill? I'm not ready to hear you yell this early in the morning." He answered.

I rolled my eyes and followed him to the car. I had a maths test today and was really anxious about it.

" If you hate me so much why do I have to drive you school and home with me every morning and afternoon?"

" Because I don't have my driving licence dumbass."

"Just take the bus then."

" The bus comes to early in the morning!"

"Not my fucking problem."

"Well just kick me out of the car Canada." I said ironically knowing he definitely couldn't do that.

"You'd love that too much don't you? To see my mom scold me."

"You would totally deserve it."

He sneered and kept driving silently.

"We're there. Get out of my car now."

I showed him my middle finger and stepped out to meet my friends in front of the high-school.

"Hi girls!"

They greeted me and we started to talk about average things. Lauren, Dinah, Norman and Ally were my closest friends in my school and we would do everything together. We had totally opposite personalities from each other but it somehow worked. We were all junior this year and the more the months passed the more I was freaking out about my future. I knew that I really wanted to work in music. It was my passion, I basically lived for that : playing piano and singing. But I kept thinking it wasn't the most secure choice and that I should study English literature. I was good at it and wasn't totally opposed to the idea of becoming an university teacher. It wasn't my dream but it would be nice too. We had still time to think about all of this but time was running so fast. In three months it would be the summer break.

"Camila we have to go to biology class like right now, you know Miss Burk hates lates." Lauren said.

"I know..." I mumbled.

03/26/2014

"I don't really know, I never really needed to artificially tan but did you really tried to spend like hours in the beach?"

" Well yes but my skin is still white it's almost annoying."

I chuckled. I was sitting on the worktop while Shawn's mother was making some pancakes.

" Next time you should try to be in water for at least one hour when the sun is really high. The reflection of the sun of the water will help you to tan faster."

" Good to know! Well this weekend we could take Manuel's boat and have a girl afternoon, what do you think about that?"

" I would love to!"

Karen and I really got along. She totally contributed to my education with Manuel, so I naturally considered her as my second mom. Therefore I spent most of my afternoons after school with her until my mom got back from work around 7pm.

" I need a new swimming suit though, I don't really like mines anymore." I said glancing at her pancakes.

"Well let's do some shopping right now I want a new swimming suit too!"

I chuckled. I just loved her spontaneity.

"I'm in!"

She quickly finished the pancakes and spread nutella on three on them and gave it to Aaliyah who has hypnotized by the TV.

"Sweetie could you ask Shawn if he can watch his sister while we're out?"

"Sure."

He was in his bedroom doing some homework when I came in. I directly went toward his closet. I needed a jacket.

"What are you doing?" He asked without looking at me.

"Your mom needs you to watch Aaliyah for a couple hours."

"So that's why you're going through my closet?"

"It's getting chilly outside."

"Your home is literally just next mine idiot, go grab your own clothes."

I put my hand on my chin and pretended to think.

"I don't want to."

He sighed. It wasn't the first time I did this. I will never tell him but I liked the way he dressed and his sweaters and jackets were really cosy. So I just got used to steal them and once in a while he would sneak into my bedroom and take his clothes back.

"Where are you going anyway?"

"Shopping."

He nodded and took his notebook to go downstairs and sit next to Aaliyah.
This shopping session went really good and I chose a simple black bikini. Karen offered it to me even though I told her I had enough money. I just loved her.

04/22/2014

Humiliation. That's exactly what I felt right now. I could not believe it. Today, in the hallway I saw Jake kissing another girl. He wasn't really my boyfriend, it was more like a fling between us but I kinda liked him and hoped that one time he would really ask me out. When I had seen him I just had ran away and hopefully classes were over so I'd taken the school bus which was early for once.

"I told you. He's an asshole."

I sighed and turned my back to the opposite of the door so Shawn couldn't see my face. I was obviously crying.

"What are you doing here Shawn?"

" Next time you decide to take the bus, and by the way I would love if you do it more often, let me know so I don't have to ask your friends where the fuck you are."

I rolled my eyes.

" Why do you even care? You could've just go when you didn't saw me."

He didn't answer and layed on the bed next to me. It was pretty awkward to have him that close to me. I turned my head and looked at him. He glanced at me and frowned when he saw actual tears on my face.

" You definitely shouldn't cry for him. He doesn't deserve that Camila."

I looked at the ceiling and tried to stop crying but I sadly failed.

"How do you do?"

"How do I do what?" He asked me.

"How do you do to not fall for someone? I've never seen you sad for a girl."

He smirked.

"I just didn't found the one yet. I'm not going to cry for an average high school girl."

I chuckled. He sounded so old when he said that.

Hey guys! So this is a new story and that's why I didn't updated the other one. It's been a week I'm working on that one and I hope you'll like :)