Bucky Barnes Imagines

Imagine #14 (part 4)

"Y/N you need to stop."

You: wondered when you would show up. And here you are Mr. Barnes. Did some research on you since you seemed to find an interest in me. I kept getting notifications of someone looking my name up. I tracked down the computer and man was that hard to decipher the codes since it was a Shield computer. Was able to see you through the camera. And then you show up to my sister's restaurant opening with your friend which means you were both sent to capture me for things you couldn't really connect to me but since I'm "dangerous" and haven't been caught by Shield I had to have been the culprit right. Well you were right. I'm the bad guy.

Bucky: but you don't have to be. I know what it's like being the bad guy. Even when you weren't the one being the bad guy. But you can change that. Just stop what you're doing.

You: Did you really think that by connecting with me in the "bad guy" thing I would change my mind. Do you even know what I'm doing?
Bucky: nothing good.
You: close. I mean for everyone else maybe but for me it's great. I will have all the powers of all the greek gods in one body. Me. This suit was created to withstand that force and my body is quickly accepting to it because I am a "demi-god" but after this I will be the most powerful and everyone who ever put me down or dragged me through the mud will be sorry so you can't stop me.
Bucky: are you done?
You: excuse me?
Bucky: are..you...done?
You: are you mocking me?
Bucky: darling I would never mock you. I am simply asking if you are done.

You look at the man standing in front of you not even angry. You know he is not wanting to fight you and is just trying to calm things down but the pride in you defeats everything.

You: Kiss... My..... Ass

You hear the computer ding and feel the surge of power flow into your body with the help of your suit. The wind picks up and clouds turn dark. The rumble of thunder echos through the sky.

You: you can't stop me! I am the most powerful being now! No one can ever stop me!
Bucky: (y/n) THIS ISN'T YOU!
You: YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH! YOU KNOW NOTHING!
Bucky: I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL THOUGH! I WILL LIKE TO HAVE A CALM CONVERSATION WITH YOU! NO FIGHTING!
YOU: YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL!!

Lighting strikes right infront of him in between his feet.

You: NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL!NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT IS LIKE TO REMEMBER YOUR OWN MOTHER GIVING YOU UP FOR MONEY! NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE TREATED LIKE A WEAPON INSTEAD OF A CHILD!

The clouds start to slowly turn in a circle signaling a tornado was being created. Rain starts to fall as the sadness bubbles inside of you wanting to be released.

You: NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE UNLOVED AS A CHILD! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE TOSSED IN THE BASEMENT JUST BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T "STRONG". THROWN INTO FIGHTS WITH OTHER EXPERIMENTS TO ONLY BE NEARLY BEATEN TO DEATH BECAUSE YOU ARE "WEAK".

The ground begins to shake signaling an earthquake. The sound of people screaming reaches your ears.

You: NO MORE! IM DONE BEING THE ONE TAKING THE BLAME! IM DONE BEING THE ONE WHO GOT THE BEATINGS! JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO HURT ANYONE!

The waters near start to split creating walls at least half the size of the building you were on and then kept growing.

Bucky: YOU SAY YOU DIDNT WANT TO HURT PEOPLE BUT LOOK AT WHAT YOU ARE DOING!
You: SHUT UP!

You send a gust of wind his way knocking him back a bit to the edge.

You: You should leave. Before someone gets hurt.
Bucky: People are getting hurt! Can't you hear them! They are hurting (y/n)! What have those innocent people ever done to you!
You: Lived.

The earth trembles harsher and buildings start to crack and wobble.
The tornado finds its way to the walls of water and they mix creating a waterspout (water and air tornado)

You: Eíthe oi theoí na me synchorísoun kai na me chtypísoun metá tin práxi mou (greek)

Before you could unleash the charged up power in your body Bucky rushes at you tackles you to the ground taking a knife and stabbing it into your chest piece. You could feel the power drain from your body as the knife wedged its way under the stone making you paralyzed.

Bucky: ya proshu proshcheniya. YA ne mogu smotret', kak ty umirayesh'. (I'm sorry but I can't watch you die) I care for you.

All you could muster up from your body was a thank you.

You: blagodaryu vas(Thank you) I find you mildly alright.

Your breathing starts to get shorter and shaky. The Gods weren't going to let you get away with what you were doing without a price.

You: Bucky....whatever happens..destroy the stone...
Bucky: what!? What do you mean whatever happens?! Are you alright?
You: I'm fine. Just promise me you will destroy the stone. Please.
Bucky:...I promise.
You: *smiles* I know..you can't see my face...cause of my helmet but...I am smiling. You... you are a...great guy...i wish...i met you sooner.

You hear the crack of the stone popping out from the chest piece and all you could think of was the sad face infront of you.

You: (Please forgive me and grant this wish. Let me stay to be with this man. I promise to stay by him and be a better person. Please.) Why do you look so sad?
Bucky: ...if i fully pull this out. Will you die?

You look at the man infront of you. Slowly and painfully you reach up and tap the button on the side of the helmet. The helmet unlocks and you slide it off. Your eyes lock with his as you slowly set your hand on his cheek with a faint smile.

You: either I die releasing the power..or die by the hands of the gods for abusing their power. Either way non of it is your fault. You tried to reach out for me when no one else would. Hell you're still here after everything. I don't know why, but what I do know is that you are the only joy I have had in my life. So thank you. Please take it out.

Bucky leans down and kisses you catching your breathe. The memories of the chases and fighting race through your head and how this moment here was the last you would see of him. The man that kept chasing you. Literally. You put your hand on his and pushed with whatever strength you had left on his hand popping the stone out. He stop and looks down at you realizing what just happened.

Bucky: no no no no no no.
You: hey buck...you wanna know my favorite fruit?
Bucky:..what?
You: ...plums.
Bucky: *cries*
You: hey...dont...don't cry..I'm okay....I....I love...you.
Bucky: I love you too.

You feel the life drain from your body and your eyes stay put on the man who you deeply adored. You feel a pang of guilt at how it all ended and regret settled in as you begged the gods for forgiveness.

"WE WILL FORGIVE YOU CHILD FOR YOUR WRONGS FOR THEY WERE TO PUNISH THE ONES WHO WRONGED YOU. WE GRANT YOU YOUR WISH. I, HADES , HEREBY DECLARE, (Y/N) (L/N), WILL NOT BE TOUCHED AND SHALL LIVE AMONG HER LOVED ONES. THE VOTE WAS CLOSE LITTLE ONE. DO NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN."