alexithymia
subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal
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"𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨...
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"this feels bad" jungwoo squeaked as they searched through the entirety of hyejin and yun's dorm
"and murder isn't?" taeil scoffed, careful not to smash any plates as he opened the top cabinets in their small kitchen
"this is for her safety, just do it" taeyong ordered all of them as he stood in the middle of the room.
taeyong had ordered them to search hyejin's room just in case there were trackers in hyejin's room as well. he had been informed of everything and began gaining his trust with hyejin's back after all the work she had put into to help the group. so purely for her safety, her dorm was getting flipped
opening their fridge, yangyang couldn't help but laugh "wow their fridge is as bad as ours"
"whatever we're looking for won't be in the fridge" hendery whacked yangyang, closing the fridge for him. the search had been going on for a good 30 minutes, no sign of a tracker
"i don't think there-" taeil was harshly cut off
"you guys might wanna see this" yangyangs eyes were stuck into the inside of a black plastic bag lying on the coffee table. they had thought it was just trash at the beginning, but now that yangyang has looked, all their attitudes switched
taeyong immediately strides over, taking the piles and piles of documents out of the bag to spread out onto the table. it only took a second for their eyes to skim over the text to know what was going on
"she's been...spying on us? the whole time?" jungwoo breathed, almost not accepting the truth. the documents had detailed statements of how the NCT base was laid out as well as a very specific schedule in which NCT has been operating day by day. they all couldn't quite believe their eyes
"she wouldn't..." hendery couldnt even say anything when a sticky note was stuck onto one of the sheets
remember to send to inho
"this is why we don't trust outsiders" taeyongs grip tightened on the sticky note, crinkling it to bits
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"are you sure this is all true?" jisung was close to tears when the information was announced to them at one of their weekly meetings
"it was in a plastic bag in her dorm, it had to be true" taeyong slammed his hand on the table, sending a wave of fear across the 20 others. they had taken the plastic bag back to their base to avoid all their information getting exposed.
