The Lucky Lofter

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My due date was approaching and I'm getting a bit scared and I'm stressing the fuck out. Harry and I are engaged but we don't live together. Well, we do, but at the same time, we don't. He still has most of his stuff at Gemma's flat. And well we don't even have a nursery for our baby. Like where is he going to sleep?

Like is Harry going to move in with me once the baby is here? I don't want to raise this baby by myself, I don't want to do any of this stuff by myself. I need him by my side. When are we getting married? Like there's just so much shit we need to discuss that have never been discussed. He's at work right now and I woke up about an hour ago, thinking about all this since then. I need to calm down, I can't stress out, it's bad for the baby.

I know what'll help, going online to talk to my fans. I haven't done this since I went into hiding back in like September. I think they deserve to know I'm well. Maybe I should post some baby shower pictures? I have not posted anything since announcing my pregnancy. Let me break my internet silence.

They already know about my baby shower because all my friends posted about it but I asked them to keep the gender concealed. I wanted to announce it myself. I think it's about time to let the world know of the bundle of joy that's coming into my life. They still haven't found Harry, which I'm happy about. I don't want them snooping on our personal life.

I opened my gallery of photos. It had over 20,000 pictures. Wow, I really need to go through my gallery. I found the baby shower pictures. They made me happy and they calmed me down. I chose a couple I wanted to post. Oh my god, my fans are gonna freak out! I've missed them so much.

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taylorswift Oh baby!💙
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taylorswift 💙
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