Rubbing my eyes as i tried to get off the bed. Looking at the clock in the ceiling, it's already 1am. Me and Jungkook made a habit to sleep early unlike what we normally do when we don't have a break from work. We're back in the house after a week in the tent. Tired and still a bit sleepy from gardening earlie, i slowly move down the bed but was confuse why Jungkook isn't beside me. Thinking he might be in the toilet, i slowly head inside but no ones around.
Quickly did my business and head outside our room since he wasn't in our balcony as well. Slow steps so i could surprise him, Jungkook would always boast how he isn't afraid of ghost and such, so might as well give him a little scare. lmao
As i pass the stairs and walk down the livingroom slowly, I was startled when I heard him on the phone.
"Yeah, she's sleeping. Don't worry she wont find out. So everything's set?" he said as he nods while the person over the phone is talking.
I didn't mean to hide (but i was literally doing it. I couldn't help but be curious on who's he talking to in the middle of the night.)
"Yes, she will never know it. She's too occupied right now and I'm trying to be careful as well."
(Now this makes me really curious.Is he hiding something from me?)
"I know. I'll see you in a week. Yes. Of course! Of course. I'll tell her to do something so she wouldn't find out. We can't take any risk here....
okay, okay.. i have to go. She might wake up finding im not around. I miss you........."
As soon as he said it i ran upstairs as quick and as sient as possible. I didn't hear the last words he said but my heart is beating fast.
Clutching on the hem of our blanket, I close my eyes and act as though im in deep sleep until i heard him opening the door.
He walk as though he's trying not to make any sound coz i didnt hear anything until the mattress slides down like someone layed on it. He carefully tuck the blanket on my body as he wrap his arms around me."Goodnight love." he murmured and kiss my nape.
I could feel his heavy breathing until it got slower and slower. I think he finally fell asleep. I tried to breathe slow and steady, wasnt even aware that im holding it in.
There where so many questions in my mind. Who on earth was he talking to? And why did he said I miss you? I honestly feel something was off since we went back from the Camp 5 days ago. He's been going out most of the time saying he wants to check out some gaming tools or he wants to check out some new cameras or different things that im not interested or find it boring.
I would sometimes ask him if i could go with him but he would always say it's better for me to take a rest or do something i love instead of tagging around him and complains when Im bored. And since he exactly know Im not really a fan of rpg gaming stuffs besides easy virtual games i agreed to let him spend his free time alone since we're around each other everyday.
But it seems like there's something wrong that I couldnt understand and I'm having second thoughts. We've been together for a long time and we've been through to a lot of things. I should not dwell on something that could lose him . I know Jungkook loves me so i cleared everything out of my thoughts.
I don't wanna doubt him like before. I should trust him on this one.Maybe its his friends. But why did he said I missed you so intimately? His friends would never. It's too cringey. fuck. Nope . Maybe I just misheard it. I shrugged my shoulders and force myself to sleep.
"How's the food?" I happily ask anticipating his answer while munching my quesadilla that i made from scratch. Its our brekkie and Tea combined since we woke up late and its
(Brekkie- breakfast in Aus / Tea- lunch in Aus)
Smiling and he pick another slice and shoved it all in one bite. Jungkook being Jungkook.lol "I don't just like it love. I love it!! I knew this would taste amazing!" i cpuldn't help but grin wide with his compliments.
"I'll try to learn more so I could feed you good foor all the time." i said earning a thumbs up from him.
We were almost done with our food when Jungkook said."Oh by the way, I'll be leaving later. I checked online and theres another game i could get for my xbox. "
"But you just bought 2 days ago love?" i ask not trying to be suspecious but i can't help it.
"I grew tired with it. It's no fun.Besides, I've been aiming on buying it since befpre and it's rare to get a copy. Please." he said showing his cute pout that i can never say no.Still doubting, i heave a sigh and nodded.
"Okay. But please go home early. I want to have a movie noght later." His face lights up as he stood up from his seat and kiss my forehead.
"You're the best. It wont take long. I promised."
Pacing back and forth, Im totally worried since Jungkook hasn't come home yet when it's already 10pm.
I tried to contact him but his phone was off. Last time he sent a message was 4 hours ago telling he'd be late but didn't mention anything besides it.
I was alright at first since I trust him not to do anything stupid but the fact that I've been calling him for the nth time but his phone is off and i couldn't reach him.
We're still in Australia and though Jungkooks been here for almost 11months now i still couldn't help but to get worried. Heaving a sigh as i tossed my phone grumpily, it dawned me that today was exactly the week after that phone call.
He said he'll meet that person. I didn't really bother thinking about that call for the past days to avoid conflicts and misunderstanding. But yet again, today, i can't help but be curious and scared that he might be.
No it can't be, right?
Biting my lips as i tried to avoid my self from shaking from too much emotion and fear that maybe,
Maybe.....
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