Guiding Light ( Levi x Reader )

10. Lost Bonds

"She knows EVERYTHING."
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Electricity flowed through Eren's blood, powered by the excitement spreading its warmth within the shivering aura. The ashy blond and his best friend also were feeling the same emotions flooding them as the brunette.

Jitters of chatters flooded the circle, lively squawks and relentless swears were thrown. A glee roamed around the three boys, however, it came to their realisation that there was one person lost within their own thoughts, drowning in her the own dejection.

"(Y/n) you're lost in your thoughts  again! Lets go do this skating thing, I know that i'm better than Jean at basically everything," The brunette playfully bragged.

"Look Eren, You're shit at fucking everything." Jean scolded. narrowing his hazel eyes at Eren, both opposing one another before standing on their feet but...

"AGHH!"

...The pair of hot heads lost balance. You can't win them all, can you?

"Be careful you two!" (Y/n) whined worryingly as she clutched onto Eren's arm to save him but unluckily, on the cold ground, she lost her balance- just like how she was losing her mind.

"(Y/n) you really got to stop falling on top of me..."

Eren's teal eyes furrowed, flustered as he trailed his look away. His cheeks begun to brew a faint pink and (y/n) couldn't help but have a sip on pink within her cheeks.

Every time she has met with Eren, she couldn't help but not remember one time where she either fell on him or was crying or hugging or...

There wasn't a time where she wasn't physically embracing Eren.

Her eyes became sorrowful and apologetic, why did she feel a sudden urge of guilt building up inside of her?

'Levi....'

The thought of her solider came to mind. His beautiful platinum eyes were so alluring to her... the way they shon within the sun made it seem as if they were made out of glass - showing how delicate they really were.

His coal threads flopping over his forehead~ oh how beautiful but soft he looked when the wind knotted his reflective strands as they glossed within the summers star...

She could remember his touch. His admirable, alluring touch when his fingers strolled against her skin leaving her to tingle and smile a little, however, she could remember how that was all before he disappeared...

His return bought those unwanted memories came flooding in - Tears flooding and kisses were exchanged, she could remember his warmth against her cold, rosy lips; embracing his touch, his love only to find herself in a storm full of agony and despair as she watched him kiss the one girl she didn't want him to meet once again.

Petra.

"Hey (Y/n...)" Marco quaked as he offered a hand to let his friend off Eren.

"Are you okay? We can always go home-"

"-NO! I'm fine, see?" The (e/c) eyed (h/c) frantically stuttered as she pulled her fallen friend from the floor as she replied to his question. She didn't want her rambling, daunting thoughts to be the reason that this day was going to end. She wanted everyone to have a good day, explore the world she and Marco know.

"Me and Marco want you and Jean to have a really good day, I mean we have it all planned! Please, Don't let me zoning out worry you, it's really nothing." (Y/n) said in panic.

It was the first thing to come to mind but she stared at the three boys standing with her, convinced by her lie which released a faint smile of relief from her lips.