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•𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 2•

"GET THE FUCK AWAY YOU MONSTER!" Tae yelled while shielding Jimin. "I need to talk to Jimin Hyung." Jungkook explains softly. "Well he doesn't want-" Taehyung was cut off by Jimin. "Let him Tae I'll be fine." Jimin said giving Tae a small smile before looking back at Jungkook.

Jungkook helped Jimin out of his chair and led him to the lounge area. They both sat on the couch, Jungkook leaning on Jimin and facing the opposite way. "Jimin Hyung...." Jungkook says while starting to tear up. Jimin was already crying because he hasn't heard Jungkook talk to him like this or be like this with him for months. "Yes.." Jimin says gently still being cautious. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you miserable. I'm sorry for calling you names. I'm sorry for making you believe that I hate you. I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm an awful person and I am so so sorry that I hurt you." Jungkook started to sob and Jimin immediately held Jungkook in his arms without any hesitation.

"Jungkook, I have forgiven you everytime. But why? Why apologize now?" Jimin asks still holding Jungkook on the couch not facing eachother "Because I miss you... and I have for a while but I didn't know how to tell you and I didn't think you were going to forgive me and I was hoping that we could still be friends even after I've been such an asshole to you-" Jungkooks rambling was cut off by Jimin. "Jungkook it's okay I miss you too. I just don't understand how we got here. Why did you hate me?" Jimin said with his hands now running through the youngers hair.

Jungkook felt himself melt into Jimins body he felt relaxed for the first time in a very long time. Jimins touch sent chills down his spine. He let out a deep sigh. He could finally breathe.

He let out another sigh before continuing. "I was- I was jealous. I was jealous of the way you were with Jackson. I wanted you to be with me. I wanted you to myself and then when you guys started dating and thought no one knew. I knew. Because Jackson was my friend first and I introduced you. Jackson told me everything that happened between you. Everything. I wanted to be your first...." Jungkook paused letting a lot more tears slip.

Jimin held him tighter and began to cry again. "I wanted t-to take you on dates. I wanted y-you Jimin. But you started being distant and I obviously knew why. So I c-couldn't take it anymore. Jackson talking about how h-happy you guys were all the time f-finally made me snap and I gave up on us." Jungkook said with his voice cracking at the last word as he sobs.

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sorry this one is a short one :(
i hope you liked it though
let me know how I can improve please