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•𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 3•

"Jungkook.... I had no idea." Jimin starts to cry harder . He felt awful for what he had done to his best friend and he finally understood why he acted the way he did. "It's okay Jimin. You couldn't have known." Jungkook says still crying. "It doesn't make up for everything I done these past few months. I know that but I promise I can make it up to you." Jungkook pleaded hoping for more forgiveness. "Promise?" "Promise." "Okay, I believe you Jungkook." Jungkook started to smile as he was released from Jimins hold. They began to stand up from the couch.

They had been facing away from each the entire time but when they stood up their eyes finally met. Jimins eyes were beautiful, filled with hope and need. Jungkooks filled with passion and desire. Jungkook took a hand and placed it on Jimins cheek softly. His eyes moving from Jimins down his sculpted facial features until he got to his plump pink lips. Imagining kissing Jimin right now made Jungkook bite his bottom lip. Jimin started to blush really hard.
"Jungkook..." Jimin said seriously while breathing harder than normal.
"Yes Jimin."
"Kiss me."

The youngers eyes widen with excitement and he immediately smashes his lips into Jimins. The kiss was needy, lustful, full of desire and longing. They had never felt a kiss like this before. They could barely pull away until Jungkook did. "Wait. Jimin what about Tae?" Jungkook questioned. "What about him?" Jimin asked. "Aren't you two... together?" Jungkook said hesitantly. "No. We are just friends." Jimin sayings with a small smile. "Okay but we should get back to the others." Jungkook says smiling and blushing. "Okay, and Jungkook.." Jimin says. "Yes?" "I'm glad that you don't hate me anymore." Jimin commented shyly. "I never hated you. I could never hate you... those were just words of anger and jealousy." Jungkook replied as they walked back into the other room.

Everyone was quiet and on their phones sitting and not practicing. "Hey I thought this was a practice?" Jimin jokes with a small smile and a cute giggle. The other members turn their heads quickly to see Jimin and Jungkook standing pretty close next to each other and.... not fighting or arguing. "Whoa." Namjoon was seriously surprised. "What happened in there?" Jin asked with a genuinely shocked look.

"We talked everything through. And we decided to be friends again and forgive each other." Jimin said with a smile forming from excitement. "Yeah we did." Jungkook slowly added smiling down at Jimin all lovey dovey like. "Okay....? This is weird...." Tae said while grabbing Jimins wrist and pulling him away from Jungkook. Jimin pouted a little but didn't resist. Taehyung pulled him to the side so the others wouldn't hear their conversation.

"Did you tell him?" Tae whispered. "About?" Jimin asked. "Um.. Us?" Tae said. "No why would I... Tae we aren't together." Jimin replied. "What?!? You mean to tell me that we aren't dating?" Tae says now talking in a normal voice. "Tae stop you're gonna make a scene for no reason." Jimin said firmly. "No I won't stop. You have been kissing me and sleeping in my bed. You told me things. Even that we could travel together. I don't get it, why? Why lead me on like that? After all I've done for you. I was there for you through your stupid break up with Jackson." "Tae stop." Jin says with a 'don't you dare' type of look.  "I was there for you when you would cry about that asshole!" Tae said pointing to Jungkook. "Taehyung seriously!" Hoseok yells making Tae even more angry. "And I was there for you when your fucking mother died!" Tae immediately covered his mouth and regretted what he had just said. But it was too late Jimin was already sobbing and ran out the building avoiding all cameras. Jimin got in the car and left.

He ran into the dorm and straight to his room which he shared with Hoseok. He grabbed his wallet and slid a picture out. His mother. She was the most beautiful and incredible person he had ever known. She was the only person in his family that supported his dreams and what he wanted in life. She supported him being gay and she encouraged his joining BTS. Without her Jimin wouldn't be Jimin. He stared at the picture and held it to his chest. Sobbing in his bed.

Mom I miss you so much. There's nothing I wouldn't do to just have one more moment with you. You are my inspiration and my role model. I can't deal with this world with out you. I need you please mommy. I need you.

Jimin sat in his bed crying until he heard the door creak. He jumped up in fear and hid under the blanket. "Jimin...?" Jungkook asked. "Jungkook!" Jimin flings himself out of bed and into the youngers arms. He just stayed like this for a while before letting go. "I'm glad you made it back safe I'm sorry for just taking the car and leaving." Jimin said as he sadly sighed. "Don't be it's okay I took a taxi." Jungkook could tell that he really needed some comfort and company. "How about we go watch a movie and eat snacks?" Jungkook asks. "I want nothing more than that right now." Jimin says with a huge smile on his face. They make their way to the kitchen and laugh as they catch up on what they have been missing in each other's lives. "No way! You went skydiving!" Jimin exclaimed. "Yup it was so fun maybe you could try it?" Jungkook said with a grin knowing Jimin is afraid of heights.

"Haha yeah... I would l-love that." Jimin blushed. He didn't know why he just lied but maybe to impress Jungkook?
"Jimin don't lie. I know you're afraid of heights!" Jungkook says giggling.
"Then why'd you ask me jerk!" Jimin says playfully while giving Jungkooks arm a light nudge.
"Why'd you lie?" Jungkook says with a playfully almost seductive sounding tone.

Jimin gulps and walks away to the living room hoping Jungkook doesn't see how flustered he is. Jungkook following behind him with the snacks smiling widely obviously noticing the blushing boy in front of him.

They flip through some movies until they find a movie called After. They agreed on watching the movie and as it was going on Jungkook looked over to see Jimin crying. "Are you okay?" Jungkook says reaching over to touch Jimin thigh. Jimin shakes his head and pauses the movie. He gets up and sits closer to the other. Jungkook wraps his arms around Jimin and runs his hands through the olders hair. "Jungkook I miss her so much." Jimin starts to cry and Jungkook squeezes him tighter as he begins to shake. "I know it hurts Jimin but she's not in pain now." Jungkook says softly.

"Jungkook I wish you were there when it happened. I didn't tell anyone for a while. I got a call from the hospital and then she was gone. I cried in my bed alone while everyone went out for Yoongis birthday." Jimin sighed out nudging his head further into Jungkooks shoulder. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you. But I can't go back and change it. The only thing I can do is just be here for you now and I hope that's enough." "Kook-ah I missed you." "I missed you too Jimin." They sat there in silence holding each other and enjoying each other's presence. They resumed the movie and drifted off to sleep.

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I have finally seemed to make a longer chapter. Sorry if there's typos or anything I'm trying to proofread to the best of my abilities lol :)