dear luke,
i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, self assessments, really. just trying to decide how i am feeling.
i never told you, i didn't tell anyone at all. i don't think i've truly convinced myself.
but there is no denying it, i cannot hide any longer.
i'm gay, luke.
and damn, i wish you were here with me so bad because i need to be able to tell someone. and i think that maybe you would understand. that maybe you would still want to be my friend. because you are good like that. genuine.
i think i should tell my mom, but what if she hates me for it? i didn't ask for this. it's just the way i am, it's a part of who i am.
so why am i so afraid?
love always, cal.
p.s: i need you now
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love always, cal ➳ cake
Fanfictionin which luke and calum have been inseparable best friends since kindergarten and then luke leaves for tour, leaving calum behind to write letters that he'll never send. or the one in which calum is hopelessly in love with his best friend, luke, w...
