Gfriend (One Shot )

FRIENDSHIP

YUJU'S POV
I have an online friend but it's different from others that I met from online. Her nickname is Sinb.
I became attached from her for awhile. We've been talking about different things and even teases each other.
I became close to her without me knowing but I'm happy about it. One day I felt like I need to distance myself cause I know that we can't be close personally.
Yesterday we talked alot and even fight for something but fix it right away.
But I now I texted her that I might not text her tonight or the next day because I need to sort things out.

She agreed but then I felt guilty cause she told me to always tell her the truth so I told her the truth that I've been attached to her that's why I wanted to sort things out and clear my mind.

She agree and told me that she wont disturb me cause she doesn't want to hurt me. That time I regretted it all. I don't want to loss a friend again but now it's my fault if she leave me.

I'm not really hurt if she can't reply in time on my text cause I know that she had her reasons.

It's not really that. I am really the reason. I'm the one who cause trouble and I hope she will still talk to me.

I hate myself for asking for distance cause I know I'll miss her. I'll miss texting her and teasing her.

I really didn't mean to be that attached to her and I'm really sorry for that.

I'm afraid that somethings will change after this.

Should I ready myself?

"TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS OR SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU. THINK TWICE, TRICE OR MUCH MORE BEFORE YOU ACT CAUSE SMALL THINGS WILL MAKE IT WORST. WORST THAN YOU THOUGHT. DON'T MAKE SUCH MISTAKE CAUSE IT HURT YOU HARD."

SORRY