Felon

Chapter 12

There was no way I could sleep that night but i shut my eyes and tried...

Cole's p.o.v

I laughed so hard at that time but i realised that i actually scared her to death....her eyes were watery...I feel like a psychopath...maybe I am...but it was hot...so so hot....her body pressed against mine....when I touched her waist i lost it...she is so soft...her hair smelled flowery...I love her...i guess or maybe its just lust..

I never touched a girl since I was 15...I was forced to have sex...but it meant nothing to me....whenever I think about it...it brings all the unpleasant memory I had of my childhood...
Well im 21 so....its been years since I had any kind of physical interaction with a girl...

Man...i want to see her everyday...i feel bad now she was crying...god what if she is....she is still crying..I really did scare her...but what I cannot understand is...why she trusted me so much...she entered my cell WITHOUT any guards just to give me some medicines...well...I should've killed her and escaped but I didn't god knows why...i can't think about hurting the one person who is so focused on healing me....I think what I did was right she needs to understand that ppl like us cannot be trusted...

All these emotions...fuck im not used to feelings

EMILY'S P.O.V

Im not used to feelings so much..I've always been a tomboy-ish girl...its just weird for me....i really don't wanna see his face today...i won't...I made my mind and entered the building..
I checked all the cells today except his...i don't wanna see his face...idiot...
As I was making my way out of the building...someone blocked my way...

"R u not going to check up on me today doc" I looked up......it was him... putting his hands in pocket...

I wanted to give him angry glare and walk away but I smiled at the way he said it pouting...
"U scared me to death yesterday" I complained like a kid...hiding my smile
"Ur a sick person" i added folding my hands
"Ik...im really sorry...." he paused
People started giving us glares

"Let's go to your cell"..I ordered.... not wanting dad to see us talking
He followed..

We made our way to the cell and i couldn't help but wonder how much attached I was with him..with a criminal...i alwaye like fucked up things...i could've met someone who..hasn't murdered someone or......raped..god im so fucked up...I couldn't spend a day without him crossing my mind...its been 2 months since I came here....but now I have to stop seeing him...becuz he wasn't injured...I was just making excuses...but this has to stop now

"U really like spending time with me don't u" I asked raising an eyebrow
"Well...can't think of any better way to spend my time in this shithole"
I stared at him in silence...he was just spending time with me becuz he is bored..

"Not that I want to spend my time in any other way" he added "I...um..I love when u visit to check on me...i like u being here" he mumbled not knowing how to act

I blushed so hard I had to look away...
"Thanku" i smiled...
"Emily" he said coming closer to me giving me chills

"Listen...umm....last night u came here alone....without any guards....its risky....understand that ppl like us cannot be trusted" he said sounding exactly like dad....
"Yes" i replied breaking the eye contact

Wow....Did he really said that...he really mean it...his eyes were showing sincerity....

"I should go" I said after few seconds...he nodded
I glanced at his face and left...

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I was sitting on my couch and was reading an article online about medicines as I heard a knock...

"Who is it " I asked getting up....
"Open up peanut"
It was dad....
"Hold up" I jogged towards the door
I opened the door and dad was standing there with flowers and pizza...
I smiled and moved aside to let him in

"U look happy" I teased...
" yup" he replied putting down the fresh sunflower in the vase...
"U remembered about the sunflowers'' I smiled....resting my chin oh his shoulder
"How can I forget it" he said looking at the flowers lovingly
Sunflowers were my and moms favourite
"Thanku dad" I muttered

We were eating the pizza and watching movies lazily lying on the couch...
"Honey there's something I need to talk about" he said putting aside the pizza box
"What dad" I said not shifting my gaze from the T.V
"Emily turn off the T.V for a second" he said
"Okay dad wait" I said slightly annoyed

"How's your work going" he said smiling
I stopped to give him scowl stare
"Seriously dad"
"U made me turn off the T.V for this"
He didn't say anything....I decided not to be rude..

"Okayyy don't stare at me like that.....umm the work is good..im happy im able to help those prisoners..."
"That is....that's good hon" he said giving me half smile

" I see ur close to them" he said nodding his head....not them but just one I thought
"Not really" i replied casually
"After all they r criminals"
"Yeah.....yeah right"
"Honey....uk I think u should go out sometimes " dad said after a pause
"With who" I asked him
"Idk maybe...there r like date apps and whatever"
"Oh dad c'mon " I said putting my face in my hands

"Ik honey just....just hear me out....u've been alone a long time now...and not been with any guy....uk....i mean its okay if u go out with girls too...uk"
"Dad I don't understand where u r getting at" I told him
"All im saying is u can talk to me about anything okay?"
"Ill support u no matter what" he assured me...
"Wow where is this coming from" I asked smirking...does he think im hiding something from him
"Uk...u have been all smiley and uk happy"
"And im happy for u hon...uk I am...whatever the reason is u can tell me"
"Oh dad" I laughed
I came closer to hug him
"Ur too cute" I smiled
"There is no one.....seriously...i would've told u if there was....the reason why im happy is...well...it will sound weird but I love going to Bethlehem...I love making people better....I ignore the fact they r criminals...sometimes...but I love helping them..its just that" I explained to him....trying my hardest not to mention Cole...he was the reason for me being all smiley and giddy...he's weird and scary...he's exactly my type

"Its really good to see u smiling baby"
"Thanku dad"
"Well its getting late andddd i should go" he said picking up the last slice of pizza
"Okay sir" I giggled
"Good night"
"Good night"