Thoughts turned into Poetries

1. Sorry, Thank you and Stay

(Dec. 20, 2019)

I want to say sorry
For all the days I didn't see
All the efforts you put in me
And although you told me not to worry,
I couldn't help but feel guilty
Of the days I didn't treat you accordingly

Sorry for not seeing how much worth
You've put in me and even tho you're hurt,
You have always been down to earth.
Sorry for not loving you right
I've always been starting a fight,
And I was the one who's always right, ayt :(

Sorry for not feeling your pain
I've always put your heart in chains,
Giving you so much constraints.
I'm so sorry for all the wrong things I did
I know I've been stupid
Always hurting you and acting like a kid

I wanna say thank you
And although this might be long overdue
Please allow me to continue
For I can't tell you how much
Blessed I am for having such
A person like you, it's too much

Thank you for being the person
I've always wanted and needed
For always choosing me as your beloved,
And loving me the way I never expected,
Always making me feel respected and protected,
To you, I've always been first selected

Thank you for being with me
Through the days I can't even be
The one you needed me to be.
Thank you for loving me relentlessly
And understanding me continuously,
Always choosing to be with me courageously.

Sorry, thank you and please stay
This is the message I'm trying to convey
Be with me for the other days
Because my peace is your embrace.
Your love is something no one ever can replace
And in your heart is my only place

I want to be the future you foresee,
I'll be a better person for you and me
So I'm asking you to stay with me
And although It'd be a long journey
Wait for me patiently,
I promise I'll be worthy

I know words will never be enough
But please listen my love,
You are the biggest treasure I have,
To live without you, oh surely I cannot
When you leave, I'll lose a lot;
My life, my soul, my other half