Nobody Knows || Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 26

Louis

"We aren't a thing and we will never be." Those words cut right through me like a knife. My head was spinning, everything was a blur, tears started falling and everyone's eyes were burning into me. I couldn't take this.

"Louis, tell us the truth. Are you or are you not a thing?" Harry asked calmly. She doesn't want anyone to know about us and it has been three months of us pretending not being together. "Lou?"

"No." I spat, but I was hurt when I said it. I just want to tell the whole world about us, I can't keep hiding us. Of course I know she doesn't want that much attention and hate from our fans, but nothing should come between us, even the hate. She knows I'm right here.

"You don't have to lie." Leigh said to me, but I brush it off.

"We aren't okay? She said it herself." I bit my lip, trying to stop the tears.

"So, you're just going to agree with her?" Perrie raised her voice. "Louis, I know - no, we know that you two are a thing, we could see it. You don't have to lie to us." She said in a shaky voice.

"We aren't a thing!" I yelled making her jump.

"Louis, stop!" Zayn yelled protecting her girl. I stormed out of the room with tears flowing freely down my face. I just need a fücking escape right now. I'd probably get drunk tonight. And you know what? I wouldn't care what would happen.

Perrie

Everything was really screwed. Why can't anyone just tell the truth!? Neither one of them wants to tell us. It feels like they don't want to trust us, we are their friends for God's sake!

"Perrie, are you alright?" Zayn asks and I nod. I was angry at Louis for not telling the truth and yelling at me, I was also angry at Jade for lying. We had been friends for god knows how long and she told us every single detail about her life, but now she doesn't want to tell us? What the hell is wrong with her?

"I'll go call Jade, she might have done something stupid." Jesy mumbled and picked her phone up, dialing Jade. "Pick the phone, Jade." She mumbles under her breath. "Crap, she is not picking up."

"She'll probably be fine, she's just trying to cool off." Leigh told Jesy, but she rapidly shook her head.

"She won't be fine! I know Jade more than anyone in this world and I know what she is capable of doing when she is depressed or angry!" Jesy exclaims making us all jump.

"What is she capable of doing?" I asked, scared of what the answer may be.

Jade

One, two, three, four. Four healed cuts on my thigh and I just need more. Nobody knew about me cutting, except Jesy. I have these scars for 2 years now, of course I stopped. But maybe, I should do it again. A few more cuts won't hurt right?

I was already home in our apartment in a bathroom floor, with a blade in hand - deciding whether or not I should cut - I wanted to cut so badly, I missed the feeling of having that cold, metal piece gliding across my skin and feeling the pain.

I was sitting here for what seems like hours, until I finally decided to cut, I don't have any choice.

One

Two

Three

..Cut

A wince came out from my mouth and tears flowed down my face. Another one.

One

Two

Three

..Cut

Maybe another one might not hurt. Though it is painful, the more I cut, the more it feel and becomes numb.

One

Two

Three

..Cut

There's no more stopping now. I've slid it across three times and I just had a feeling I need more. I slid it across again and again and again. I watched the blood ooze on my thigh, though I was still not satisfied. And by that I passed out on the cold bathroom floor, with a blade with blood on my hand.

Jesy

I was very frantic. She could've done it again. After I told them they were all shocked and couldn't believe it, Perrie cried into Zayn's shoulder, Leigh tried to keep her tears, Niall broke down (because Jade's super close with him) and everyone else was just into pieces.

I have to do something, I have to go and find her before she does it again. "I need to go." I told them and they all nod.

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I finally arrived at the apartment, because I know for sure that this is the first place she would go. Sometimes, Jade is just too obvious in choosing places. Katharina - the girl from the counter - approached me with a worried face.

"Jesy." She calls. "Was Jade alright? I saw her walk here with a different face and a bottle of beer in her hand. Oh, god I never saw her like that, Jesy. What happened?" Katharina frantically said, making me gasp.

"A bottle of beer?" I asked and she nods. "I-I don't know." I stuttered. "I got to go." She let me be. When I finally arrived at our floor, I quickly opened the door and searched for her. The knife was still in its position, a bottle of beer was in the counter. The second place I went was her bedroom. She was not there. Then the bathroom.

She was there.

Lying selflessly in the cold white tiles.

With blood oozing from her thigh.

And a blade in hand.

A/n

JADE, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING AND LOUIS, WHAT THE HELL? YOU SCREAMED AT PERRIE; ZAYN WILL KILL YOU!!

Hi, guys! Told you I'd update. :) and and and, it's Louis Tomlinson's birthday today! Omfgggggg! I'm sobbing! He's 23, I don't want him turning 23 and I want him to be forever young and I-I wa-want him to stay im-immature. :'( but whatever, it's his birthday!! Happy birthday, boo! #WeAreAllLouis and #HappyBirthdayLouis is trending on Twitter! I'm Louis for the day - we, I mean. :'D okay, imma update 27 now, shall I? Bye.

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