•it's going to hurt all over again• Peter Pan and Wendy darling fanfic

Chapter 3.

"Good morning love" pan's voice echoed in the room, "umm" I moaned, "Wendy its time to get up, the boys need their breakfast," he said.

It took me a minute but I soon scrambled out of bed grabbing a set of clothes and heading towards pan's bathroom, "am I okay to use the shower?" I asked politely, "go for it, you need any help?" He joked I laughed, shook my head and walked inside, I washed my hair and body, dressed and went into the main dining area, I placed bowl's of fruits, oats, then a plate of bread, bacon, eggs and sausage, along with Jugs if milk, water and orange juice.

I left the hall and went outside, I knocked on each cabin door, "boys breakfast now please" as I left the camp to renter pan's tent, I could the sounds of rushing boys and happy sequels, I walked back inside to see pan asleep in bed, I walked to the side of his bed, I sat slowly and carefully ran my fingers on his face and stroked his hair, "Peter breakfast is done" he stirred and sat up, " okay good"

I removed myself from his bed and he grabbed my wrist "thank you" he muttered and I left, the boys were all sat at the table, "boys" I said entering the room, "morning D, how'd you sleep?" Lucas asked, "good thank you, and what about you guys?" I replied handing each plate or bowl "good thanks".

The boys eat hungrily, I got myself a glass of water and some oats and raspberries, I sat near the end of the table and eat happily I wasn't too hungry.

Pan soon wandered out of his door and down the stairs greeting the boys, "boys" he said and sat at the head of the table, I passed him a plate of food and he took the plate, "thanks " he said, "yh" I replied, 'why was he being so kind?' i thought to myself, Bailey walked inside and gave me a scowl, he was definitely annoyed, he just snatched the plate from me and sat down, "your welcome" i said sarcastically, "what did you just say?" Bailey growled i shrugged "nothing" i replied and got up to leave the table when pan grabbed my wrist, "where are you going?" he said in a darker tone, i stared down at my wrist, "to my room" i replied innocently, "why?" he questioned he gripped my wrist a little tighter, "I do not need to tell you everything" and i snatched my wrist away rubbing the red mark he had made, i turned around and ran towards the stairs, "get back here" pan yelled, i scowled at him "no" and i ran into pan's room slamming the door.

'what is his problem?' i  thought to myself, I huffed down on my bed, and groaned, "like he's nice one minute, then an absolute dick the next" I said quietly to myself, "knock, knock",  "who is it?" i asked quietly, "Lucas" he spoke, "come on in" i said and he walked in and sat next to me, "you kay D?" he said, "I just wanna go home you know, this isn't my life anymore" i said at him, the tears starting to form, "what do you mean? D Neverland is as much your home as it is ours." he said placing his hand on my knee, i sighed and placed my hand on his, turning and looking at him, "yes, i know that and im so grateful for you all, but my home is back there, I've got college and school, and my family" i said looking him in the eye, "darling, i get it i do but pan is never gonna let you leave, you know that right?" he said he caringly stroked my thigh and i glanced down at his hand, "oh im sorry", he moved his hand slightly, i replaced my hand on his, "its fine i don't mind" i replied and he sighed, "i understand i do thanks Lucas" i said to him learning my head on his shoulder, "just stick it out im sure it'll get better" he says then kisses my cheek before standing up and leaving.

i laid on my bed staring up at the ceiling, the decaying branches in which acted as a roof, i must have fallen asleep because i sprang up with the loud bang at the door, i rested my hand on my forehead, and groaned "ugh what?" i said groggily, "get out of there now" pan's voice ecoched with anger, "im not leaving this room" i protested, "you will get out or i will force you out" he demanded , i sat there silently not leaving, the door swung open and pan was stood in the doorway, "pan just go away" i said turning over and burying my face in the pillow. I felt pan move into the room and shut the door behind him.