•it's going to hurt all over again• Peter Pan and Wendy darling fanfic

part 11.

'maybe I was a monster' i thought as I closed my eyes.

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"Hey get up" pan's voice echoed through the door, "um" I groaned as I sat up rubbing my head "great another day" I sigh and get up, I don't bother washing today and put on a Hoodie and some sweats.

I saw Bailey and some other boys in the stairs "Oh good morning beautiful"  he joked "shut up" I say back and walk towards the pantry, I grab some berries and water and sit in the mud, "hey" Lucas said awkwardly as he sat next to me "oh hey" I said with my mouth full "oh my ew you eat like an animal" Lucas joked and I laughed, and once again we'd fallen back into our pattern laughing and joking as usual.

Pan walked out later that morning looking angry and mischievous, "darling, Lucas" he said passing us and walking into the forest.

Later that day~

I'm currently painting and trying to focus but all I can hear is Pan throwing a ball against the wall, I slammed the door "OH MY STOP THAT" I accidentally shout, he chuckles and the hairs on my neck start to stick up "did you just?", he says laughing "no-no please" I beg, he inches closer and I only move back, my back hit the wall and I'm enclosed between him and the wall.

He kisses my collarbone and pushes his area against mine cause a gasp to leave my mouth, "hush" he says and places a find over my lips, "mm" I groan and Pan leaned down and kisses my lips, holding himself there, he doesn't deepen the kiss but I do.

He picks me up my legs wrapped lightly around his waist, his harden trousers causing friction between us, the fire, the passion, the burn causes a deep make out session, "oh" I  gasp as his hand reaches my underwear, "wait" I say hesitatly "ugh what?" Pan asks rushed, "it's just I've never.. I mean.. well—" I say "your a virgin?" He says "well ye" I say looking at my toes "it doesn't matter your still beautiful to me" he says and lays a kiss on my lips, "thank you" I say , but did Peter Pan just call me beautiful, maybe there is a romantic reason to why I'm here again, "don't worry about it baby" he says.

suddenly my head start pounding, my stomach is doing flips, my lip begins to quiver, my face loses all colour, I stand and head towards the bathroom, however my legs are like jelly and my fingers go numb "you oka-" Pan starts before I feel my face make swift impact with the floor.