REGRET

21

JK
Dusk Till Dawn -Zayn Malik ft.Sia

I get to the dorms and my search for Jimin has failed.

I sat on my bed and just looked at the ceiling.

It's useless. I don't even know what I'm doing. Why am I chasing for someone that clearly hates me at the moment?

A knock came through the door, I go to open it,and Namjoon was there with a small frown.

"I'm really sorry about the leave.",Namjoon said and gave me a hug.

The heck?

"I know how much you cared about him. It had to hurt when he said goodbye.",Namjoon said and then departed from the hug.

"What?",I ask.

"What are you talking about? the leave?",I ask confused.

Namjoon looks at me without an expression.

"He didn't tell you?",Namjoon asked.

"Who? Tell me what?",I ask and walk to the fridge to get a soda.

Jin then walks in.

"Jimin left Jungkook.",Jin said.

"W-What?",I ask. Left... no... I just saw him.

"He left... he went somewhere where no one would find him.",Jin said with a forced smile.

"Here.",Jin said handing me a note.

I grab it and bite my lip. Is this a joke?

"C-Can I have some alone time...please.",I said. They nodded and left.

He couldn't have... no he didn't. I open the letter and immediately recognize Jimin's handwriting.

Dear Jungkookie,
Thank you.
Take care and goodbye.
- Love, Jimin

I reread the letter again.

No this isn't happening.

I run out the dorms and it's pouring once again.

"You can't leave...",I whisper while the rain gets me all wet.

I kneel on the ground.

"We were supposed to be best friends forever.",I say my tears camouflaging with the rain.

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"Kookie!",Jimin said hugging Jungkook from behind.

"What did I say about touching me?",I say pushing him away.

We were both 16 at the time and we were on a field trip. It was a fun experience and Jimin made some friends from the other school.

Night came in and we decided to look at the stars.

"One day I want to go to the moon.".Jimin said laying next to me on the grass.

"The moon?",I ask.

"Yeah.",Jimin whispered.

He closed his eyes while I stared at him. I smiled at him and quickly looked away.

"You'll go to the moon with me right?!",Jimin said getting on top of me.

"Fuck no.",I said pushing him away.

He pouted and walked away joining the rest of the class.

I stood up and looked at the moon.

"Of course I'll go with you to the moon Jimin.",I whispered smiling at the moon.

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sorry for the backup... i got stuck again😭