REGRET

30

JM
Nightmare- Halsey

"Hello.",I whispered.

The place was dark and then suddenly I got dragged.

It hurt. I begged it to stop.

But it kept pulling harder and then it threw me on the cold floor.

"You're nothing."

"Stop!",I yelled. But it was like my yell was a whisper. I tried running away but it kept throwing me things.

It didn't matter... it wanted me dead.

Suddenly the scene changed.

"Mama... I like this boy.",I said. No don't say that. You're going to regret it.

"What?",The woman said and then told me to repeat what I had just said.

No don't repeat it!

"I like a boy.",I said and then she slapped me.

"Disgusting.",She whispered.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry. But it is what I am. I can't change who I am.

"Sorry.",I whispered.

Suddenly I felt a kick on my leg. And another one. One by one.

"I'm sorry!",I yelled and woke up.

I sat up and started wiping my tears. My whole body was shaking and my body ached. Then someone hugged me from behind.

"It's okay...",Jungkook whispered.

"I'm here.",He said sitting up.

He looked at me and wiped my tears.

"Why...",I said.

"Because I love you.",He said with a smile.

I laughed.

"I didn't even finish talking.",I said.

"I don't care. I love you anyways.",Jungkook said shuffling my hair.

"You do?",I ask.

"Yeah.",He said.

I get on top of him and push him to the bed.

"Say it.".I said.

"I love you Jimin.",He said and then he pushed me down and our lips connected.

Love. I've never said that word or even thought it was real.

How can you say it so easily Jungkook? I want to be just like you.

"You want to be like me?",Jungkook asked tugging my hair up.

"Im talking out loud again. Sorry.",I said.

"Stop saying sorry.",He said.

"Sorry.",I whispered.

"Aish. You never listen.",Jungkook said and he started kissing me agin.

"I want to mark you as mine.",He said licking my neck.

I push him away.

"You know we can't do that. Fans will notice.",I said rubbing my neck.

"Well I'll mark where no one can see.",He said with a smirk.

I rolled my eyes and jumped on him.

"Thank you.",I said cuddling him.

"Your welcome.",He said.

I laughed and hit his head.

"Laugh more. I love when you laugh.,Jungkook says putting his face in my stomach.

"I wanna be the little spoon.",I whine.

"Not today...",Jungkook whispered and then pulled my shirt up.

"What are you doing?",I said when Jungkook proceeds to kiss my stomach. Then he gently starts sucking on it.

"I-I'm not ready...",I said softly.

Jungkook looks up and laughs.

"When you are tell me.",Jungkook said his eyes shining.

I pull up his chin and proceed to kiss him.

"I've always wanted to taste your lips.",I whispered.

"These plumb lips...",Jungkook whispered biting my lips.

I get on top of him again and start kissing his neck. Then Jungkook grabs my butt and gives it a squeeze.

"Jungkook-ah!",I yell hitting his head.

"But they're so touchable.",Jungkook said softly.

Suddenly the door burst open and Taehyung appears in the doorway.

"I heard Jimin yell. What happened?",Tae asks.

"Nothing happened.",Jungkook said shooing him away.

"Oh okay. But be quiet don't want to wake up Yoongi.",Tae said and closed the door.

"Let's go to sleep.".I said cuddling him.

"Okay.",He whispered and quickly drifted to sleep. I touched his dyed dark orange locks and starts touching his face.

"I-I love...",I said but couldn't.