【What If It Was Different? (Ishimondo and Naegami Story)】

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~Ishimaru's POV~

I stood as mondo's question rang in my ear.

"I...um..sure I don't see why not." We turned to walk into mondo's room, seeing Makoto sitting by himself but I couldn't handle  talking to him right now, he'll be okay.

I sit on mondo's bed, seeing all the scattered clothing in the exact replica of my room. I cringed at how messy it was but I soon led my focus back to Mondo.

He sat down right next to me, looked me in the eyes and held my hand. "So..what's been botherin' ya? Hm?" He gently glides his thumb across my knuckles in a calming way.

"I'll tell you..but please promise you won't hate me" I try to keep my composure as I say those words. I don't wanna cry again. He told me crying made me weak. 

"The hell? I would never hate ya'.." the concern on his face grew and he squeezed my handle reassuringly.

I nod as I begin to explain. "W-well...ever since Yasuhiro's execution...I've had this odd feeling of... euphoria-" I had to stop and listen to my own words. This made me look like some kind of person who loves death..that's not it at all.

"Heh? You mean you liked that he di-"

"That's not it!!" I jumped up a bit trying to hold back my tears.

"I felt joyus that you weren't in their position! I keep feeling as if you were in that position life would be meaningless. I feel euphoric because it's not you who's being slaughtered in front of me! I-it sounds selfish...I shouldn't even be emotional about this but...seeing them die instead of you makes me feel so....I don't even know I hate that I feel this way...not that I hate the fact your not executed it's just ..."
I ranted and ranted until my voice began to get cracked and tears began to flow.

Mondo had this weird expression on his face that I couldn't quite describe. He looked worried yet...happy?

He sighed as he pulled me to his side, surprising me that he didn't feel mad at me for feeling this way.

"Taka, baby, what your feeling doesn't change how I feel about you. I don't know what that means but I almost feel touched...that your glad I ain't dead yet" he gave me a smile and began kissing the tears that rolled down my cheeks, instantly making me flush a crimson red.

He called me frickin baby-

I tried to push back my fanboy side as I looked up at Mondo, seeing his smile made me feel better so I tried to return the smile.

"Promise you won't die in this place...please..." I gave him a hopeful look as he sighed pulling me into his lap.

"I promise I won't try to kill anyone, and if someone tries to kill me I'll fight back. I don't want to die, so I'll try not to" he gave my forehead a kiss.

My smile grew, I'm not alone anymore.

I pulled mondo into a hug as nuzzled my way to his neck, sniffling and the tears begin to stop.

Maybe we will actually get out of this alive, together. But what's gonna happen after this? Will we really get out? What if one of us di-

My thoughts were cut short as I feel a hand start to play with my hair, making me instantly melt.

"Taka babe, I can tell your thinking to hard. I know we're in a tuff situation right now but try to loosen up a bit, yea?" He gives my ear a kiss as he gently holds me back.

If he keeps calling me these nicknames I'm gonna explode.

I huff and look up at him with a poute. "I suppose your right..."

He chuckled and Pat's my head 'your so darn cute baby..."

Is he trying to kill me?

I try to hide my blush and look to the side. "Stoppp your making me flustered mondo!" Even though I didn't want him to stop it felt right when he started kissing all over my face.

"Aw c'mon sweetheart~"

I giggle as he stops and pulls me down on his bed making me laugh some more.

"M-mondo!" He begins to kiss me some more as he accidently pins me.

He kisses me one more time before realizing the position we are in.

"H-heh... sorry" he gets up but before he moves back I confidently kiss him, which he responds with being more rough, clearly trying to make himself more dominate. He wins as he licks my lips to try to get entrance. I open them so he can explore, making a very uncultured noise escape me, but this seemingly made mondo give off a smirk.

Right before I felt relaxed, right before everything seemed okay, I hear it again.

PUHUHUHU! A BODY HAS BEEEEEEEEEEEN DISCOVERED!~

Oh you have got to be kidding me.