"Andrea can I come back in your life?" Markus asked me. Ka M.U. ko siya noon. Yes M.U. lang.
M.U. means a lot.
Mutual understanding, masakit umasa, masarap sa umpisa, malabong ugnayan, malanding ugnayan and more definitions.
Anong magagawa ko? Hindi pa ako puwede magjowa that's why pumasok ako sa ganung relasyon. There's nothing wrong with that for me. Not because nangyari sa'kin, para sa'kin kasi kapag ganun nakikilala mo narin 'yung isang tao.
Kung paano nalang kung maging kayo. I know some of you can't understand me.
I have a promise to my lola and parents that I will finish my study first before having a boyfriend.
That's why I'm in M.U. thingy. Waiting for the right time and to the right person.
Ang masakit lang pag walang kayo. Bawal ka magdemand.
Kaya noong iniwan niya ko knowing na may jowa na siya. Sobrang sakit. Gabi-gabi iniiyakan ko siya. Tanga ko kung tawagin, but you know...
It's not about the label, it's about what you feel.
After a year bumabalik siya. Pinakita niyang he will never ever going to leave me again.
"Sige, huwag mo na ko iiwan ulit." Saad ko sakanya. Lahat may karapatan sa second chance that's why I gave it to him. Don't call me stupid, coz I know that. If you're inlove, you will be stupid.
Time passed by, we're okay. We're happy. Sabi niya rin na liligawan niya 'ko. I said 'go to our home then asked my parents permission.'
"Sino 'yun?" I asked when I saw him with another girl. I'm just asking anyway.
"Alein my friend. Wag mo pagselosan." He said. We're acting like a couple kahit hindi pa.
"I'm not." Giit ko.
"Yes you are." Saka niya nilapit ang mukha niya. Nailang ako kaya lumayo ako.
A few weeks ago, may nagbago. Naging cold siya.
"Andrea, you know Alein?" My friend asked me. Nag-isip ako saglit nang maalala kong siya 'yung kasama ni Markus dati.
"Oo, friend daw ni Markus."
"Friend? Hmm... you need to see this." Then she showed me something on her phone. Unti-unting pumatak ang mga luha ko.
"So lucky to have you babe." Ang nasa caption. Markus with his girl named Alein. Hugged and happily with each other. Ang sabi niyang wag ko pagselosan ay eto girlfriend niya na.
He broke me again.
Andrea, you broke your own heart because you let him to enter in your life.
Dahil walang kami. Nasaktan lang ako ng patago. Walang demand dahil wala akong karapatan.
Everytime na nakikita ko sila, ang sakit sakit. Wala akong magawa kundi ilayo ang sarili ko. Ilayo ang puso ko para hindi na masaktan pa.
Sa ngayon I'm not totally moved on. I'm still in process. I just need to accept that it's just me and him, there's no us.
BINABASA MO ANG
Chapters of My Life (On-Going)
General FictionDifferent stories, casts, genres in one book. Ready to cry, laugh, feel scared, confused and etc. Every chapter of our lives, every imagination that we had, every pieces that we want to show, every ink that we can used. Let us hold a book with a dif...
