My Whatever Book

Hmmm?

  A lot of things have happened recently. BIG things! Like life changing things.
  I'm afraid, no I'm petrified! Things are happening. Things NEVER happen.
  I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm so confused! So lost. Life has gotten bigger and more important somehow.
  You have to understand that I live my life differently. I do and see things differently. I am DIFFERENT!
  What the hell is going on? Is my life really going to change now? Or is it going to stay the same? Are we going to fail again?
  Life? Life? What even is it? Hm! That's impossible! No way! Life is as it has always had been!
  My Dad freaking gave me a flower? Well kind of. He actually just pulled it off them stem (lily pad flower thing) Anywho who what the heck!
  We were literally on a paddle boat! No joke! A P A D D L E B O A T! The water had lily pads and some flowers it was beautiful! It was like a scene in a movie man!
  Me and Dad were on it together! Just us! And no I am not over reacting! If you knew my dad you would understand.
  Hell if you've ever met me you'd have some what of an understanding seeing how me and him are somewhat alike.
  Yes this is my vent! That happened yesterday and I needed a safe space. And yes I do know this is not public.
  Venting is a very healthy practice. I recommend that you also vent. Kinda publicized venting actually has a better effect.
Seeing how probably no one will see this makes it quite safe for me to post this.
  Anywho id better go my little brother who what's to play monopoly!