Fix me

The plan

1:00 (Minnie thoughts)

A new day meant loving my girlfriend Miyeon, supporting my members and being happy with myself.

A life as a idol is really harsh especially when webhave to deal with personal problems like Shuhua for instance, the moment our manger put a statement out was the moment her problem became our friends and fans business.

People who support us sending us kind words and making sure Shuhua is feeling extra love, they may not know the reason to her crying in the airport, but seeing her cry was enough for the fans to take action in caring for Shuhua.

I've noticed the difference in Shuhua though, she is being funny again, but with the recent event yesterday

I've come to the conclusion Shuhua is still holding in a lot.

Soojin told us all what happened, how she was having a anxiety attack and how they kissed.. to be honest when I heard that part I choked on my water.

Anyways this was another problem because I personally know from many idol friends it starts to effect how you go about your day especially that our work life is so stressful already.

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1:15

Miyeon was sitting on my lap taking cute pictures of herself

I grabbed her phone placed a kiss on her lips while taking a picture of us

I'm proud of myself, I think I've gotten really bold recently

"Why so sudden" Miyeon asked blushing

I shrugged my shoulders "why not"

Placing her phone down I wrapped my hands around her waist, holding her tightly "want to go on a date"

Me and Miyeon have only gone on a few dates, I wanted to make this one even more special since recently we've been so distracted

"Of course, when tonight" Miyeon questioned playing with Minnies hair

I grabbed Miyeons hands pushing her to lay on the bed, I got on her and smirked "tonight I'll take us somewhere special"

Miyeon grabbed my colar and pulled me down crashing our lips together

I let go and placed small kisses on her neck, to her cheek, up to her forehead slowly reaching my way back to her lips

I grabbed her hands and used my free hand to Rome her body

My heart was beating fast and I knew hers was too I could feel it.

She tried flipping me over but I didn't let that happen this time I pinned her down for a reason

We started kissing roughly that was until Yuqi opened the door

Our position was awkward and Yuqi was starring at us shocked

"Uhm can you get out" I awkwardly said letting go of Miyeon

"I uh, Soyeon needs you two" Yuqi ran out screaming leaving the door open

"Well she should have knocked" Miyeon said with a giggle