It's now dark, but I'm still on the ground crying. Tinawagan na ni Nathan sila Sophia at Azrielle para papuntahin daw sila dito, para i-comfort ako. Nakatulala nalang ako sa dagat, at wala nang lumabas na luha sa mga mata ko.
"Nath..." Mahinang sambit ko, at lumingon sa akin punong puno ng pag-aalala ang mukha niya.
"LA! Okay ka na?" He asked.
"S-Sorry... Sa kanina, hinalikan kita..." I looked away.
"Okay lang, pero bakit naman nakipag-break ka na? Sawa ka na ba talaga?" He asked, and my eyes pooled with tears again.
"I... I'm going to ruin his dream, if I don't end it. I don't want to ruin his dream, because in the first place he made it clear to me about his goal in his life, he failed because of me. He lied to me by saying that babawi siya. But in the end, he still did fail the sem." I can see how shocked Nath is, and gestured me to go ahead.
"I love him Nath, I really do. He's the best man I've ever met." Tears fell down my cheek.
"Kung mahal mo ba't mo pinakawalan?" He asked.
"Nath, love is about sacrifice. If you really love the person, you would sacrifice anything for them as long as it's for their own good. I let him go, because I want him to achieve his dream, this pain that we're feeling right now. I know that this pain would put us in the right destination, in the right time. This pain would make me lead our own company, and this pain would let him fly up in the sky. Love is not only about loving the person, you also have to love the person by supporting them with their dreams. Hindi ibig sabihin na pinakawalan mo ang taong mahal mo ay dahil hindi mo na siya mahal, hindi. Sa isang relasyon, hindi lang puro kiligan at sweetness ang meron, kailangan mo ring mag-sakripisyo, at mag-isip ng tama. Hindi lang kailangan sarili mo ang iniisip mo, kailangan mo ring isipin ang partner mo dahil hindi lang sa isa gumagana ang relasyon niyo, kundi sainyong dalawa. Kay Philip, gusto ko munang makuha at makamit niya ang pangarap niya, dahil mahalaga rin sa'kin 'yun. Kung sa huli ay maisip niya na ako pa rin, edi walang problema. Pero kung hindi na ako, ano pa bang magagawa ko, hindi ba?" I fake laughed to minimize the sadness.
"Eh paano kung mahal ka pa niya, pero hindi mo na mahal?" He asked once more.
"I'll never stop loving him." Was all I said, at hindi na siya nagsalita pa.
Umakyat na kami papunta sa room ko, at hindi pa kami nagdi-dinner, so inaya ako ni Nathan makipag-dinner kasama family niya. Pero aantayin nalang rin namin si Sophia tsaka Azrielle, para mas masaya.
Minutes after we got in, there was a knock on the door. Philip opened it and bumungad nanaman ang napaka-daldal na bunganga ni Sophia.
"OMG, girl! Nabalitaan ko nangyari! Okay ka lang ba? Tangina sayang 'yun, gusto mo ba sapak-sapakin ko siya dahil sinaktan ka niya?! Look at you, you look like a mess!" Pag-alala ni Sophia.
"Soph, I'm fine." I chuckled. "Are you guys gonna sleep here?" I asked.
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