New's POV:
I slumped myself on my bed after I came back to my room. I feel so tired. I wanted to came earlier but my friend wanna show me the whole Bangkok in just one night. I dragged myself from the bed for freshen up when my phone buzzed. It's from dad.
"Hello dad."
"Hello son. How are you?"
"I'm fine. What about you?"
"I'm fine too . So how's your first day?"
"Good."
"Hmm...I heard that Toy also going to study there."
"Yeah, I met him today."
" Hmm well that's great. What about your classes? Is it started already?"
" Not fully. They're gonna arrange activities like sports,music or some other things for freshers and will be continued for a month. So we'll got 1or 2 classes for now"
"Hmm...New."
"Yes dad."
"Don't need to be participate to anything. It'll be just waste of time. Buy your books as soon as possible and start studying."
" O..OK. I will."
" Yeah, that's what you should. OK I'm hanging up right now. I'll call you later. Bye."
"Bye."
I stared at my phone for a while when I put it down and went to washroom. For a moment, i forgot what is my purpose that I came here for. I have to study hard so that I can full fill my dad's dream. Yeah,dad's dream. What about me? Nothing. It's not like I hate my dad. No matter how much he put me in so much pressure,I still love him. It's true that sometimes,I feel so frustrated. I feel so sad that....that he never asked me what I wanted to be. Sometimes I really want to run away so that no one could find me. Sometimes,I wanted to tell my dad that I also have a dream. But....
But I..I can't. I'm afried to lost him. Or hurt him.Even worse,being hated by him. Those are the things that always lingered in my mind. And I don't even dare to disobey my dad.With so much thoughts, I went to my bed and I don't know when I fall asleep.
It's almost 6 in the morning. I got up from my bed and finished my morning job. I went outside and took a deep breath. I walked for a while and came back to my room. I brought some jam,bread and coffee. My little breakfast. I grabbed my phone and call Toy. He's really gonna pissed of. After 3rd attempt he finally picked up.
"Who the fuck is this huh? Why the fucking you're calling me this damn early? For God sake ,it's just 8 fucking am!?!"
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FanfictionLife is not easy for New. He is in always stress and depression.Where he has no one to comfort him. On the other hand, Tay is living his life on his own way.He has a great personality where just a simple smile can lit up anyone's mood.So,is Tay gonn...
