A Summer Romance [Cameron Dallas]

Finding out Cameron's Secret

Skyler's P.O.V

I could very faintly see the scars.

It made sense now why Cameron always wore long sleeved tops.

I stayed awake just staring at his arms. It made me upset that he felt that way.

"Morning beautiful." Said Cameron and pressed his lips on mine.

"Morning" I replied.

"Is everything okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, just feeling sick that's all." I lied.

"Well I will be your doctor, your love doctor." He said.

"That is the cheesiest thing I have ever heard." I said.

"You better get used to it I'm a cheesy guy." He replied.

"Omg stop!" I said laughing.

I made my way to the bathroom to get dressed.

I pulled on a pair of leggings and a Magcon hoodie, Cameron's hoodie and brushed my hair.

I applied some makeup first foundation and powder then mascara and eyeliner.

I walked out of the bathroom and Cameron pulled me into his chest.

"You look beautiful." He told me.

"Thank you, I tried my best." I said and he kissed my cheek.

Cameron went to the bathroom to get changed so I woke Nash.

"Nash." I whispered loud enough so he could hear me.

"Hmmm." He said groaning.

"You getting up? You and Cam have an interview." I told him.

"Oh shit I forgot about that." He replied and jumped out of bed.

"When are we leaving LA?" I asked him.

"Tomorrow. We have to go to mine and Cams house to pick a few things up before we leave for Chicago." He explained.

"Okay." I said.

Cameron came out of the bathroom in a white top with navy sleeves and sweats.

"Ready to get breakfast?" Asked Cameron.

"Yeah." I replied.

We walked into the elevator and took it to level 1 where the hotels restaurant was.

We sat down at a table for two and scanned the menus.

I ordered a bacon and cheese bagel and Cameron ordered a bowel of cornflakes with a round of toast.

Once we ate we headed back to the hotel room to pack.

"You sure everything is okay babe, I feel like something's bothering you?" He asked.

"Nope, I, good." I said.

"Hey guys, how was breakfast?" Asked Nash.

"Delicious." Said Cameron.

"We are having a movie marathon tonight in Matt's room, if you guys want to join?" Said Nash.

"sounds great, what about you Sky?" Asked Cameron.

"I think I will stay here and pack." I said.

"Spoil sport." Said Nash.

"Fine! I will come." I said.

I walked into the bathroom to grab some of my toiletries to pack when I saw one of Cameron's razors with blood on it. I froze and tears ran down my cheeks.

I locked the bathroom door and cried.

He still does it. I thought Shawn said he had stopped and was okay now.

What if he cuts too deep next time?

All of these thoughts ran through my head.

I had to run to the toilet and throw up. It was all too much for me to take in.

He doesn't deserve to live like this.

"Babe are you okay in there?" Asked Cameron.

"Yeah just at the loo." I said.

When I came out of the bathroom, Cameron could tell I was crying.

"I knew there was something wrong. Tell me." He asked.

"It's nothing" I said

"Sky tell me, there's obviously something wrong if you've been crying." He said.

"Cameron I know what you do to yourself." I told him.

"What are you talking about?" He said.

"I saw the blood on the razor." I said, tears filling up in my eyes again.

"I just cut myself when I was shaving that's all." He told me.

I pulled his sleeves up and revealed the cuts.

He rubbed the back of his head and didn't look at me. He must have felt too ashamed.

"I'm sorry" he said.

"Cameron please don't leave me, I love you and you don't deserve to do this to yourself." I said.

"I would never leave you. I love you more than anything, your the best thing that's happened to me. I will try to stop baby girl, for you." He said and I hugged him for a couple of minutes.

"Thank you" I said kissing his lips.

"Why do you do it?" I asked.

Cameron hesitated.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me." I said.

He gulped. "No it's fine, I will tell you." He said.

"I hear my dads voice in my head, telling me to come and join him and if I try to block it out but it doesn't go away and when I cut myself, the voices disappear." He explained.

"Does this happen everyday?" I said trying not to cry.

"Used to be everyday but ever since I met you it doesn't happen as much." He said.

"Does Nash know?" I asked.

"Do I know what?" Said Nash walking through the door.

"Nothing" said Cameron.

I figured that Nash didn't know by the sounds of things.
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Cameron's P.O.V

I was trying to get help. I was on tablets for my depression, to make the voices go away.

I could tell this was hurting Skyler, it hurt Nash and that's why I didn't tell Nash what we were talking about.

I don't want people feeling sorry for me that's why I never told Sky, I knew she would be hurt and already feels sorry for me.