his son 3 ~mattia polibio~

CHAPTER 29

Elena POV
6:12am. I have been waking up early every morning since me and Mattia broke up. Idk why I just have been. Its barely light outside and I just look around. I look to the side of me where mattia is suppose to be and its empty and cold. I get up and wash my face and look at myself in the mirror. Instant breakdown. I started to cry and I put my back up against the wall and slid it all the way down until I hit the floor.

Elena: i miss him. I whisper to myself

I look up and imagine mattia was there to hug me and tell me everything is okay. That did nothing for me. I tried to imagine that mattia was in his side of the bed just sleeping like he would usually do. Why am I acting like he dead or something? I get up and wipe my tears. Okay Elena you have to stay strong for today, and then tonight you can let out all you feelings. I sit on the bed and I lay in my spot. I take one of my teddy bears and I imagine it was Mattia, I just held it. It got lighter and lighter outside and i new that I was gonna have to stop crying because the kids would be up soon.

*alex cries*

I get up and walk to his room. I pick him up and try to get him to stop but only mattia can do it first try. It took me about a good 30 mins for alex to stop crying.

Mateo: he done crying. He said leaning on the door

I nodded yes. I took alex crib and I brought it into my room so i would have to walk back n' forth to rooms.

Mateo: you okay?

Elena:yeah I'm fine. I fake smile

I saw chloe walk in my room and she sat on my bed. She laid down and  I guess fell asleep again. Mateo sat on the bed and looked at the black tv screen as he was trying to avoid eye contact.

Mateo: the only one missing is daddy

I sighed and slowly nodded. I bit my lip trying not to cry and I laid down. Mateo laid on my lap and I guess we fell asleep.

Mattia POV
Robert: so why was Lexi over here?

Mattia: because she was

Roshaun: did y'all yk....do the dirty?

Mattia: yes

Robert: great. Now you're starting to forget about Elena

Mattia: no im not that made me feel even worse

Roshaun: Robert you're not helping the case. I think you should leave

Mattia: great idea roshaun

Robert roll his eyes and walked away

Roshaun: so the whole Lexi thing? Where is that going?

Mattia: no where. She has a kid and boyfriend we agreed no strings attached

Roshaun: idk think an ex is the best place to get over someone, because you have previous feelings for this person there gonna come back

Mattia: idc, elena doesnt want me anymore. I'm useless to her

Roshaun: you are so stupid. He laughs

Mattia: what?!

Roshaun: okay now before you beat my ass. You're not useless to her. To her you mean everything to her but its just she is ready to stop forgiving you for the little mistakes you make. Because in reality its not fair to her. Yk how much bullshit she put up with you cheating, lying, hurting her physically and prolly so much more. All im saying is that she is tired of you she still wants you and will never forget you but she just wants a break

(Periodt😤💅)

Mattia: mhm

Thats all I could say to that. The most facts i have ever heard in my life. One of the hardest to hear but the truth. He gets up and walks out as I think about at this moment what Elena is doing. Crying, taking care of our kids, being hot, sitting on the couch thinking bout me even bed. Thoughts run threw my head and I just doze off to sleep at 11:52am.

The only chapter that is not nonsense