his son 3 ~mattia polibio~

CHAPTER 30

Elena POV
Hazel: hey the kids ready?

Elena: yeah. Thanks for keeping them for a day I just need to clean up a bit

Hazel: np anything for you. She smiles and takes the kids to her car

I shut the door and I look at my house. Big. I sigh as I start to clean the living room and finish with my room. I hear a knock at the door so I go to open it.

Elena: ma-

Mattia: before you start talking and telling me to leave, just listen and don't talk until I finish. Now let me in.

I let him in and I said in the couch while he just looked at me.

Elena: start talking

Mattia: Roshaun told me something today and I just wanted to tell you that I love you. And even if we dont get back together or I dont get see the kids then I wanted to say I love you and them. If I dont get to kiss you again wtf ever I dont care I just need you to know I love you. K?

I nodded

Elena: i know you love me, and you know I love you. Thats why you keep coming here. Because you want me to say "i love you" I do, but im not saying it. Same here if I dont get to kiss you or feel your touch ever again then that's what it comes to, this relationship we though we had its over. What ever fantasy I had in my head planned with you. Over. Honestly I don't think we really truly love each other. I think we are just saying it so that its seems like we do. We live in the same house and argue all the time and its really bad

Mattia: i dont get what you're trying to say

Elena: im not saying anything just telling you what i think

Mattia: okay....well *sighs* im so-

Elena: you told me you would stop say sorry

Mattia: mhm

He just sat there and looked at the open window. I sighed and got up.

Elena: you can leave now

Mattia: please let me kiss you one more time. He walked closer to me

Elena: no

Mattia: i just want you

Elena: mattia listen i want to kiss you right now to but im forcing myself not to or we are gonna catch feelings again and i know we are starting to lose feelings at least i know i am

Mattia: what-

Elena: what i said at the wedding. Now get out

He walked towards the door and I shoved him outside and sat on the couch arm.