So ever since I saw my mom at the store I started to get this weird feeling like if I should go back but at the same time I don't wanna go . So I called my mom and told her let's meet up at a cafe down the street from where matt lives .
*at the cafe*
"Hey !" I told my mom
"Hey what's up" she said
"Nothing much , just wanted to talk" i said
"Okay ... But I wanna ask you a question" she said
"What is it ?" I said
"Why don't you wanna come home ? , and be with everyone ? . Your brothers , your sisters" she said
"Because I don't wanna go through the same problems everyday . Im tired of going home being yelled at and getting blamed on for every fucking thing . And I also like being with matt" I said
"Who's matt ?" She said
"Try to guess" I told her
"The guy who took you ?" She told me
"Yea" I said
"Stevie why are you gonna be with someone you don't even know ? , you don't know what he will do to you" she said
"Mom I've been kidnapped for like a month now , he's an amazing guy" I said
"Tell me why , why is that you wanna stay with him and not come back with us" my mom said almost bursting to tears
"Reason why is cause he makes me feel loved , he lets me do whatever I want , he takes care of me , he makes sure im okay not like you" I said tearing up
"Well it's what you want you either come home or stay with him . Im not gonna force you" she said
"im gonna stay with him , bye mom I got to go nice seeing you again I love you" I said while getting up from my chair and leaving .
I kinda felt bad for just leaving like that , but yea it's true I don't know if I should stay or go back with my mom , kind of a hard decision .
*back at matts house*
So after minutes of walking back to matts I started crying , cause I'm just confused i-i don't know if I should stay , if I leave it will break matts heart and I don't want that to happen .
"Hey babe what's wrong ?" Matt told me
"Just confused" I told him
"About ?" Matt said
"So I saw my mom today , I told her to meet me at the cafe and just talk and like she said if I wanted to stay or go back home with her , and I said yes but now I'm confused i don't know what to do . Should I stay or should I go ?" I told Matt
"Stevie , it's what you want Babe not me , to be honest I don't know why I even kidnapped you in the first place" matt told me
"Yea me too but atleast i met a guy who's amazing" I told him
Matt just smiled and gave me a kiss but he started to tear up a bit . I don't want to hurt him I really don't but at the same time I wanna be with my mom and my family .
*the next day*
So today I've been thinking of how I can be with matt and see my family . I decided to stay with matt and go and see my mom and everyone when it's like the weekend . I told
Matt and he was happy with it .
So I called my mom and I told her all about it , she said Okay I guess . And I was happy I was really happy . Im gonna be with matt still living with him and go see my family .
So I think it's gonna be good for now on (:
