.MATTS POV.
So I told stevie let's go for a walk because it's really really beautiful outside .
*walking outside*
"So what's up stevie" i told him
"Nothing much really" he said
"Nothing new ?" I said
"Not really , what about you ?" He said
"Well yea , Nash & Cameron invited us to go on tour with shawn"i told Stevie
"Oh my god really !" Stevie said excitedly
"Yea haha" I said with a big smile
"Can I bring my friends Atleast ?" Stevie explained
"Yea of course" I told him
So me and Stevie ended up at a cafe , and we just ordered a coffee and sat outside and talk .
.STEVIE'S POV.
So me and matt took a walk and we ended up at a cafe .
"So about what happened yesterday at the mall" matt said
"Matt don't , it's fine I know what happened she wanted to get with you but you didn't want to get with her" i said while drinking my coffee
"Yea , and I never had liked her Stevie , I only like you ... Well I'm gonna go to the restroom I'll be right back okay" matt told me
"Okay don't take long haha" I chuckled
"Haha I won't" matt chuckled
I've been feeling very diffrent really , I've been feeling worthless , depressed , not good enough . I don't know why , but I can just go with it .
"Alright I'm back" matt approached
"Okay" I said
"Wanna get going ?" Matt told me
"Yea sure" I said while looking down
"Hey babe what's wrong ?" Matt said
"Ohh nothing really ... why ?" I told him
"Ohh ! It's because you look really down" matt told me
"Haha no I'm fine" I said
"Okay , if you ever need anything I'm here for you okay" matt said
"Okay" I said while he gave me a kiss
So we ended up going home it was like 10:00/11:00 pm already gonna be midnight .
Matt was already asleep I just stared at the sealing just thinking about stuff . I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water , but as I said I felt very depressed , worthless , not happy with myself , broken , there was knife on the counter , I Umm got it and I started to cut my wrist , but I guess I went a little to far , I felt very dizzy , I started screaming & panicking . Everything was getting blurry .
.MATTS POV.
I heard screaming in the living room i definitely ran cause stevie wasn't in the bed next to me .
"Stevie what's going on" I said while running
"stevie" I stopped and paused and I quickly called 911
"911 what's your emergency" they said
"Help me my boyfriend Is on the floor and there's blood everywhere please call some help"i said while panicking
"We'll get you help right away" they said
We ended up going to the hospital , I was scared , I was crying like litteraly crying , I can't lose stevie just how I almost lost him when he lost his memory .
.STEVIE'S POV.
I started to wake up but I didn't know where I was at . I saw matt sitting right next to me , there was a lot of bandages and stitches on my wrist .
"Where-where am I ?" I told Matt
"Your at the hospital" matt told me while him wiping off a tear
"Why ?"i said confusedly
"I guess you were cutting and you cut one of your veins and you passed out" he explained
I just stared in shock .
"Stevie I told you , if your ever going through stuff or need someone to talk too im always here for you" matt told me
"I know it's my fault" I said
"No it's not babe , everyone goes through a stage like this" matt said while he kissed my forehead
"Well I'm feeling okay to be honest" I told Matt
"Okay well I'm gonna stay here for the night so you can be released tomorrow" matt told me
"Okay ... Well goodnight im tired" I said
"️Okay goodnight" matt said
