My safe place (Jensen X Reader)

Chapter 11

Jensen's POV
I sit in my car and I call Jared immediately.
"Hey Jay, how did it go?" is the first thing he says
"Jared... I'm gonna marry this girl" I say smiling
"Wow, that good. Did you two had --" he asks but I stop him before he says more
"No, no. Not yet. I don't want to rush this or pressure her. I can wait, I think. We just kissed and it was amazing. It was like I've never kissed another girl before. It was like the first time because it was the right kiss" I say remembering our kiss
"Well, good luck buddy. You know what? Wanna come here and talk in person?" he asks
"Sure, I'll be right there" I say and I hung up.

Your POV
The next morning that I returned home, I immediately collapsed on my bed. I woke up around midday and noticed a text from Jensen.
'What are you doing tonight?'. I smile reading the message.
'I'm free' I answer.
'Do you want to go for a drink?'
'Sure'
'Great. I'll be there to pick you up at 8'.

This time I was ready in time and went down as soon as Jensen called me. "Hi" I say smiling
"Hi" he says with a huge smile on his face. "Should we...?" he asks offering me his hand
"Yes" I say and I take his hand. We interlock our fingers and we start walking.

We sat down and I could immediately tell that Jensen is stressed about something. "Are you ok?" I ask
"I wanted to ask you something. I was planning on asking you in the end but I'm gonna do it now so I can get it out of the way" he says
"Ok?" I ask not understanding what he is talking about
"Do you want to be my girlfriend (Y/N)?" he asks. I smile and I bite my lip.
"I would love to" I say and he smiles. He leans towards me and kisses my lips softly.

"But there is an issue" I say as he pulls away
"Distance" he says and I nod.
"Don't get me wrong, I really want to be with you but we both have crazy schedules, we spent most of our time in different countries--" I say
"I don't care" he says taking my hand. He rubs the back of it with his thumb and looks at me in the eyes. "I want you. From the second I saw you for the photo op, I want you" he says
"That's why the second hug?" I ask smiling
"Yes. I can't guarantee that this will work out but I'm willing to try it. I will be here with you every weekend plus the days off. You can come to Vancouver too if you want. I won't pressure you. But I believe that we can make it work" he says
"I do too" I say and I peck his lips this time.
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After a few drinks we decided to go for a walk. It was late so the town was quiet. We sit on a bench next to the park but it was a bit chilly so I wrap my arms around myself. "Are you cold?" Jensen asks
"No, I'm fine" I say
"Come on" he says and takes his jacket off. He places it on my shoulders and wraps his arm around my back. I lay my head on his shoulder and he kisses my head. The feeling of his lips brought goosebumps allover my body everytime.

I lift my head and I look at him. He smiles and I peck his lips. I lay back on his shoulder and I let out a breath. "You really think we can make it work?" I ask him
"I do" he says and kisses my head again. Being in his arms just gave me this feeling that I've never felt before. It was like I forgot every fear I had and got lost in his scent. He was like my safe place. And the truth is that I've never imagined this actually happening. It was more than just being a fan of his. Am I falling in love with him for real now?

"By the way..." Jensen says taking me away from my thoughts "Briana has told me multiple times to ask you if I can give her your number because she wants to make up for the night in the bar that you lost" he says
"Of course you can" I say. "Can I ask you something?" I ask
"Of course" he says
"Was it true that you haven't been with someone else after Danneel?" I ask
"I mean I had some random hook ups here and there but that was it. You're my first relationship in a long time so I really hope I won't screw this up" he says and I chuckle.