My safe place (Jensen X Reader)

Chapter 21

Donna's surgery went amazing and her recovery was going great. Alan was back by the 5th day of her recovery and Donna insisted on me going home. So I made sure to show Alan how to take care of her incisions and to let her rest for a few more days before I left. They both thanked me and apologized for keeping me there more times than I could count but everytime I told her that it's ok. It was my choice after all. And if Jensen is mad it's also my fault.

I went home, I changed the clothes that I had in my suitcase and I left again headed to the airport. I took the first flight to Vancouver thinking that if I go there for at least the weekend, Jensen can forgive me. This whole week he hasn't been returning my phone calls and I'm getting worried.

I landed on Saturday night and I took an Uber to Jensen's place. At first I thought to knock on the door but he might be asleep so I didn't want to wake him up. I take my key from my bag and I open the door quietly. I close it and lock it again. But as I turn I see Jensen coming out of his room. "Hi. Surprise" I say being fully stressed about his reaction
"Oh it's you. Hi" he says and turns to go back in the room. No reaction, no emotion, nothing.
"Jensen..." I say and he stops. He turns and looks at me "I missed you. I'm sorry" I say. He just nods and goes in the room.

I follow him "Don't give me the silent treatment now. Talk to me. Tell me, are you mad? Are you sad? Are you pissed? Tell me" I say
"(Y/N), I'm tired and tomorrow I have to go to the convention downtown" he says and lays on the bed turning his back to me
"Ok. You're mad. It's fine" I say
"I didn't say that I'm mad" he says
"You didn't have to" I say. "I'm gonna go back to Austin since I'm not wanted here"
"No, wait" he says and I stop "I can take the couch" he says and gets up from the bed
"Can't we sleep together? I missed you a lot Jensen" I say and I can feel my eyes get watery. "Please. I know that I promised to spent the week with you but something important came up and I couldn't come. I'm really sorry Jensen that's why I came the second I could" I say and a tear rolls down my cheek.

I wipe it quickly and Jensen hugs me. I hug him back immediately and a sob escapes my lips. "I missed you so much" I say holding him tight and smelling his scent again after a really long time.
"I missed you too baby" he says and kisses my head. "I'm sorry I made you feel bad about it. Sometimes I'm just a little selfish and stubborn" he says and I chuckle.
"But I love you" I say
"I love you too" he says and finally kisses my lips. "Let's go to bed" he says
"I need to change first" I say pointing at my suitcase
"I didn't mean that" he says and licks his lips
"Oh I thought you had to wake up early tomorrow" I say and he smiles. He kisses me and I jump on him.
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The next morning, I agreed on going with Jensen to the convention. "Clif just message me that he is waiting for us in the car" Jensen says
"Ok, let's go" I say and we leave.
"Good morning and welcome" Clif says as he sees me
"Good morning and thank you" I say as I hug him. Jensen gets inside first so he can sit next to Jared and I get in the car last. Jared and Misha were already there. Misha was in the passenger's seat and Jared was on the backseat
"Good morning everyone" I say
"(Y/N)! I didn't know you were coming" Jared says
"Yeah, it was a last minute decision" I say
"Are you better now?" Jared asks Jensen
"I'm fine, what are you talking about?" Jensen asks and Jared looks at me
"What? What's wrong Jensen?" I ask worried
"Nothing. My mood was just a little down lately but I'm great now" he says and kisses me.
"Well, you seemed fine when you threw that pie in my face" Misha says and I start laughing "My nose still hurts. But I'm gonna take my revenge and I'm get you really good" he says to Jensen.

When we arrived at the convention, everyone was in the green room except Kim, Bri and Rob. They were backstage so I went to find them. "Surprise!" I say and they turn to me. All three of us scream and we hug. Rob, who was on stage, runs to us thinking that something happened. We pull away and we look at him "Oh the mystery doctor is finally here. It's nice to finally meet you (Y/N)" he says and we hug
"It's nice to meet you too" I say.

"Everyone in there is still wondering about the doctor in the photo, so if you want to come on stage, I can make that happen" he says and walks back on stage.
"You are coming on stage" Bri says.