The days past quickly and today is the big day. Not gonna lie, we had some unfortunates like Jensen's suitcase didn't make it back from Vegas after the bachelor weekend but we are here now. Kim, Briana and the rest of the bridesmaids woke me up really early so we can start getting ready. But the first thing I did in the morning, I cried because I couldn't believe it. After we had a good breakfast, the hairdresser, the makeup artist and one of the photographers came.
When we were all ready, I looked myself in the mirror and I cried again.
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Kim noticed it and came to me. She hugs me and rubs my back. "Hey, whenever you feel like crying, think of you putting money inside the striper's underwear in the bachelorette" she says and I chuckle. "I hate you for making me do that" I say "I'm sure" she says ironically.
My brother came to pick us up and that's when he first saw me in my dress. "Wow, who is that model?" he says as he sees me "You look great too" I say and I hug him "Everybody ready?" he asks "Yes" the three of us say so we leave.
As soon as we arrived at the location, we immediately went in the bride's tent. And it was time for my dad to see me. I know that this is going to be emotional so I asked only my family to be there. My mom brought him "Hi" I say feeling a new set of tears form in my eyes "Oh my God, you're gorgeous" he says and I can tell that his eyes got watery too. "I love you" he says and hugs me "I love you" I say. "You are so gorgeous. I'm so happy for you" he says pulling away "Thank you. You look great too" I say "It's all for you. You're beautiful. I'm so proud" he says holding my hands. He looks away and takes a deep breath "Wow... I wasn't prepared for this" he says trying to blink away his tears. My mom gives each of us a couple of tissues and I wipe my tears softly. "I'll probably also cry when I walk you down that aisle" he says "I'll probably cry too" I say and he chuckles. "You know, it's the first time I saw you so welcoming about a partner of mine" I say "I had a good feeling and it turn out true" he says "It sure did" I say.
Briana pokes her head inside. "Jensen is ready for the first look. So whenever you're ready... I'll be waiting for you outside" she says and goes out again. I take a deep breath trying to calm down and I look back at my dad "Let's not keep him waiting" he says and I nod. Jensen and I agreed that we are gonna have the first look with closed eyes. But he doesn't know that he is the only one who is gonna have his eyes closed.
I see him standing right across from me with a bandana covering his eyes. Our parents, the bridesmaids and the groomsmen were standing at the side. Jensen looks really handsome already. I take a deep breath and I blink away my tears. I walk closer to him "Hi" I say and I take his hand. "Oh hi" he says and a huge smile appears on his face. "How are you?" he asks "I'm good. I've been crying all day actually" I say and he chuckles "Not gonna lie, I was ready to cry before coming here" he says and I chuckle "I thought that you said that Jared was the cry baby" I say "He is" he says "Hey, hey, I'm right here" Jared says causing us to laugh.
"I want to see you so much" he says says rubbing the back of my hand. "Well, from what I see, you look really handsome" I say "Wait, what? You can see me?" he asks "Yes" I say laughing and he groans "I want to see you" he says acting like an impatient toddler "In one condition. You won't cry. Because if you cry, I'll cry and I've cried enough for today. I cried once when I woke up, then when I looked in the mirror, then with my dad and I'm sure that I'm gonna cry again soon" I say.
"Ok, done. Can I take it off now?" he asks "Yes" I say and he turns his back to me. He takes the bandana off and takes a deep breath before he turns to look at me. "Wow..." he says looking at me head to toe. "Wow..." he says again smiling and I get emotional again. "You're so beautiful" he says "No, you can't call me beautiful with that look because I'm gonna cry again" I say wiping my tears softly "Ok, sorry, sorry" he says shaking his head in order to change his expression causing me to laugh. "You look really handsome" I say looking at him in the eyes "I love you so much" he says "I love you too" I say and I wipe my tears again.
Since it was early for the guests to come, the two of us decided to take a walk around. The decoration was exactly as planned and everything seemed perfect.
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"I can't wait to marry you" Jensen says "Me too" I say and I hug him. I see Jared and Briana coming towards us so we pull away "We don't want to destroy the moment, but the first guests started to arrive so I think that we should go inside the tents" Briana says "Yeah, sure" I say. "I'll see you later..." I say to Jensen "When we get married" he says "Yes. Wow. I'm gonna go now before I start crying again" I say "Ok" he says and we walk away from eachother.
