𝗠𝗬 𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗔𝗚𝗘𝗥 - 𝗞.𝗦.

Kiyoko Indirectly Kisses Me

*Your POV*

I woke up a little after 9pm the next morning. Everyone else was awake, and greeted me when I was. I had slept for about 7 or 8 hours, yet I still felt tired. Asahi offered to make me breakfast, which I denied, and then he did it anyways because he's a good brother like that.

After my food was gone, I sat on the couch and turned on a Netflix show. The morning was pretty slow. No one talked about, or even mentioned, the night before. Everyone just kind of pretended that nothing had happened. But I did know one thing: I wasn't gonna be looked at the same by anyone here. They all saw me in one of the worst states anyone could be in. As much as I tried to deny it, it really was my fault.

    A tear made its way down my cheek and dripped into my leg. I quickly wiped it and tried to control myself. I didn't want anymore attention drawn to me then there already was. That's the last thing I need right now.

    I decided to stop sulking around in my misery and get myself ready for the day. I got dressed myself in some jeggings and a baggy gray shirt that messily tucked in. I was about to go to the bathroom to brush my hair when I ran into Kiyoko in the hallway, still in her pajamas.

    "Gomen, I didn't see you."

    She chuckled lightly, "It's okay. Uhh I actually came up here to look for you... I need to ask a favor."

    I tilted my head in confusion. "Okay sure. What's your concern?"

    She shifted from foot to foot, looking nervous about something. "Umm.. I forgot to pack an extra pare of clothes. None of Yachi's clothes can fit me, but I was thinking-"

    "Yes."

    "Wait what?"

    "Yes, you can borrow a pair of clothes from me. Let me just go fix my hair, and you can wait in my bedroom if you want."

    Kiyoko smiled lightly, and we both temporarily parted ways as I put my hair into a high ponytail.

    "So," I asked, closing the door of the bedroom, "I'm assuming you wear.. a woman's small?"

    She nodded.

    "Okay cool," I rummaged through my draws. "Here's a pair of black leggings, and... is there a specific color you want to wear?"

    "Anything is fine with me." she said, looking outside, "It looks like it's gonna be cold."

    I pulled out a loose-fitting red shirt, giving it to her and looking out the window myself. "I have a sweater you can borrow, if you want."

    "Oh thanks, but I have a sweater already." Kiyoko said, looking down. "Do you..."

    "Oh, I can step out if you—"

    "Huh? It's okay, you don't have to. I was gonna ask you if you have any chapstick I could borrow."

    So... she doesn't want me to leave? "Yeah uhuh here." I gave her the one out of my pocket, and sat in Asahi's bed, turned around to give her privacy to change.

"Are you still crippled?" Kiyoko turned around and asked me, putting on my chapstick.

I laughed a little. "No, I'm not... but you did just indirectly kiss me."

"Wait what?!" She looked a little flustered by my comment, which was honestly adorable.

"You used my chapstick," I said, trying to hide my chuckle, "so that's technically and indirect kiss. I'm not complaining, but pointing out."

"O-oh." At this point, she was blushing. But, the embarrassment quickly went away and she turned my direction, smiling slightly. "Well since your no longer crippled, you can finally get me those meat buns and that ice cream."

"Uhh-" We laughed lightly, and I look at the time on my phone. "Are you sure? It's almost 11am, isn't that kinda early for meat buns?"

"There's no such thing as 'too early', (y/n)." She threw my jacket at me. "Now, are you ready?"

*  *  *  *

*Kiyoko's POV* 

    "After you."

    I thanked (y/n) for leaving the café door open for me. The both of us took a walk around the park before entering my favorite café. The entire time, I was trying to keep my cool and try not to blush. So far, I think I'm succeeding.

    The host led us to a table for two right by a window. A little cliché, but I didn't mind. We sat down and gave our food orders to our waiter.

"I like this seat," (y/n) said, looking out the window, "and the cliché effect it gives off."

"That's exactly what I was thinking." I chuckled softly, making her smile and... was she blushing?? I... made her blush?

"Got enough money for ice cream later, right?" I glared at (y/n) and smiled, making her roll her eyes and chuckled.

    Eventually, our order came our direction. The meat buns steamed with ✨steam✨, and not to mention their smell. It made my mouth water just thinking about it.

    "You know..." (y/n) looked at me, her eyes glowed in the sunlight peering through, "I wouldn't have wanted to spend this evening with anyone else."

    I tried so hard to hide my blushing face. "I agree. I... I like this, a lot." As soon as I said that sentence, I knew what I had to do.

    "Hey... (y/n)?"

    She looked at me, her cheeks puffed with food. "Yes, Kiyoko? Is everything okay?"

   I looked down at my plate of meat buns. "I.. I wanted to ask you something."

"Sure, ask away."

I took a small bite of my meat buns. Here's goes nothing. "I... I have some questions on what's like. You know, being with a girl... romantically?"

"Okay.. is it okay if I ask why?"

"Well," I sighed, "I-I might be bicurious. Or at least I think I am. Umm, I didn't know how else to tell you but since you obviously know about things like this, I was wondering if you could help me figure it out."

"Uhh- sure!" (y/n) said. "Ask any question you want about it."

I took another bite of my meat buns. "There's really only one question I wanna ask... how do you know if you have a crush on a girl?"

"Well, it's different for everyone." (y/n) explained, "Myself, for example... I get kinda like this gut feeling that I want to be with a certain person. Like I want to hold them and never let go. Almost as if I'm naturally drawn to this one person."

"Oh.. I see."

"If you don't mind my asking," she said, "do you think you have a crush on a girl?"

"I think so, yeah."

    "Who??"

    I saw that question coming a mile away. "I'll tell you later, okay?"

    "So... right now?" (y/n) looked at me and smiled.

    I laughed a little then smiled, looking (y/n) in the eyes. "Later. Now let me eat my reward, and have your cash on hand."

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y'all... what the hell... i am sHoOkEtH

tbh, i didn't expect people to like this book as much as i thought-

as a thank you, i'm publishing this earlier than i was going to. if you guys have any suggestions, please comment. i find it helpful to hear the reader's pov about my story.

also, i have school going on rn. so bare with me and my slow ass about publishing.
okay bye bye geckos <3

edit: it's the ✨sHoOkEtH✨ for me