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Okay. So....

PLEASE DON'T MURDER ME GUYS.

School is really hard,
Anime is life consuming,
Writers block is an ass,
Boys are jerks,
and emotions suck.

So... About this book.
I have no more inspiration anymore. Whatsoever.
Pretty sure the creative vampire paid me a visit one night and sucked all ideas for this book out of me.

I have pretty much left this fandom, and I don't watch loads of youtube anymore.
(By that I mean now just a few vloggers and Pewds.)

I really don't know what to do....

The chapter I'm trying to put out has been rewritten like 8 times, And I hated every single draft.

Its to that point where it's been so long, that I have to reread my own book to see whats happening.

I hate it. so much.

I know if I continue to write this, I'll just be miserable and the chapters will be no good. It will be all grudge work.

I want my books to be good for you guys. You deserve good quality stuff, and I feel like this book is just...
Awful now.

I really want to stop the fan fiction.
I have this other story idea that I've been formulating for months....

So. I know you guys love (hopefully) this book.
The support for Drowning was just... incredible.
We're almost at 50k reads....
I'm going to cry.

So. My game plan is.

1. Gain the readers opinions.
YOU GUYS!!!
What should I do?

2. Post the prologue for my new book idea.
It will be up probably by tomorrow.

3. Edit Drowning.
It needs loads of work.
If anyone wants to be an editor, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE message me. I would love to have you.

4. Find Hannah a person to play her.
Some adorably petite actress.
Ideas?!?

And I guess I'll go from there.

I'M SO SORRY GUYS.
I KNOW I'M A SLACKER.

love you all,
Melina 😣