Obey me! X Reader

🥀Just me, myself, and I. Barbatos x Reader! Angst🥀

I'm a sucker for happy endings, but imma try on this one, This'll be short and sw- *looks at script* sad. WARNING: Mentions of Sensitive topics, Such as Divorce, Drug abuse, Self harm, Depression and Suicide.

THIS HIT HARD-

This'll be my last obey me side characters for a bit

Probably.

'What's he doing in there?'
You thought to yourself as you paced the hallway.

You had been fighting with your husband Barbatos (yez you're married) you aren't sure why you're fighting honestly, he was loving and affectionate when he was alone with you, but he was distant and acted like he has no clue you existed when other people were around. He hadn't come out of that room in days, you weren't even sure how he survived but you knew that he was a powerful demon, so he probably found some way to break the laws of physics.

You felt so sorry, you wanted to cry and beg for forgiveness, but you knew he would just tell you to get out if you went in there like he always does when he's busy. You suddenly heard a creaky sound coming from the door.

"Babe!-" your face lit up when he came out. He didn't even acknowledge your existence, he just pushed straight passed you, papers in hand.

"Babe? Where are you going? What're those papers?" You said with a hint of worry in your voice. He was in his demon form and he wasn't exactly walking with a straight back like he usually is.

He just scoffed and let out a sudden deep growl, causing you to just back. You knew that Barbatos would growlwhen he was angry, but you rarely saw that, ass he would cool his temper infront of you. This was unusual.

You hurried after him, he kept walking and didn't turn around once.
You had noticed he dropped a paper, you were about to hand it back to him, when you had the sudden urge to look at it.

Your hands shaked and you dropped the paper to your feet, your knees lost all balance and you tumbled to the floor. Tears were in your eyes, and they soon developed into full streams. Running down your now red cheeks.

"H-how-"
"I'm your husband. I've known you for long enough to know how you write. I'm observant. Well, I was your husband."

He mutters the last part, but you can clearly hear what he says. He had stopped to talk to you. He knew he wouldn't be able to avoid talking to you once he was out of his own little space.

"W-why?" You say in a quiet voice, the type in which he would usually come and try to reassure you it's fine. His voice was opposite however. His voice sounded dark and dead, like he loved to see you in pain now. You knew him better than anyone, you had known him more in a year than Diavolo could in 10,000 years, so you knew he was a sadist, but this. THIS was a whole new level of pain.

"I just wasn't happy. This won't work out." He began to walk off. You couldn't lose him. Yes, he could be annoying and sometimes bitch, but on the inside you knew he loved you.

"Please! I love you! I need you! You're all I have!"
"Oh really? I use to love you, Diavolo knows why... you have no purpose in my life now. You're just another ex I wasted my time on."

"BARBATOS!" Was the last thing you shouted before he picked up the paper and exited through the door.
He left you there, face soaked in tears.

After the divorce you were never the same.

You were like he use to be when you were around others. Cold and empty looking. You weren't just looking like that though. You felt like that.

You cut. It numbed the pain. Not that your body wasn't already numb, it numbed it in a different way. A way that made it feel like it wasn't your fault. During this time, the brothers amgels, Demons, and Solomon were doing their own thing. They gave up trying to help you.

"It's time to go Y/n."
Diavolo said in a cold voice.
You walked up to him trying to hug him but he stepped back.
"Anyone who has contact with demons, no matter how good of a person they are immediately get sent here. I'll see you then, but from afar. You won't be allowed near me, Barbatos, Simeon, Luke or the others ever again. It's Solomon's decision if he wants to see you again, not mine." You look over at Solomon, trying your best 'I'm about to cry, but I'll try to look happy so I'll atleast possibly have someone' face.
He slowly shook his head no. You looked over at Barbatos, and quickly ran through the portal, you didn't want them to see you cry. You didn't want to be weak or vulnerable infront of them that'll do nothing you started to abuse Drugs and alcohol then. You hated life, you wanted to die but were to scared to end it. No one would care, now you were just another empty shell of a human in the world, but is that really anything new? 'Hah. Love. Who're they? Why love and trust someone if they'll just leave you? In this world it'sjust me myself and I. Then you remember. Part of the exchange program is that Diavolo, Simeon, Micheal, Luke, Solomon and most importantly Barbatos had to visit you occasionally.

NO! You screamed in your head not realizing you screamed it outloud. You couldn't bear to see their faces after all the pain they've caused. They can't just break my heart and appear out of nowhere like that! You stumbled up your stairs, still a little un sober. You looked out, over rooftops, Wind blowing thrlugh your H/c (Hair colored/color) hair. This is it.
It's just going to be me, Myself and I now. You thought to yourself. Then you remember. "Broken hearts can't be resurrected in another form." Diavolo use to say. In other words, people with broken hearts can't be a demon or Angel. They can't be anything they're broken, and will stay like that for the rest of eternity till' they're saved. 'Atleast my pain will end.' You think to yourself you were standing on the edge, looking at the street below. Only a few cars were in the distance, but apart from that, the streets were silent. You didn't want anyone to see, but then you remembered they have happiness and people love them, they won't get hurt from this either. I will. You were about to walk of the edge when-
"Y/n!"
A tall blonde male walked up to you. You knew that you recognized him somewhere- wait, how did he know your name? You suddenly realized. It was Luke. It had been another few years since you last saw him, So you wondered how inthe Devildom it surprised you that he was all grown up now.
"Luke?"
"Y/N! PLEASE!"
Behind him running like him, were Doavolo, Solomon, Simeon and Micheal. Luke tried to pull you in for a hug, when you suddenly lost your balance and were tumbling to the floor, Luke tried to reach his hand for you, only to fail. Everyone was crying.

This is it.

Goodbye.

I love you all.

Edit: This wasn't short-
I hope you all enjoyed I'm boutta cry-

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