Mew Suppasit is pediatrician while Gulf Kanawut is kindergarten teacher. They have been in relationship for almost seven years. Many problems come and go into their life and relationship. It makes them growing up together. But, how will it be when t...
We order our dinner, also for the baby. Within minutes, the food is served in the table. Win is still busy playing. Gulf calls him for many times, but he doesn't move at all. So, we just let him to play with Chopper. Gulf will feed him later. Now, we only want to cherish our alone time.
"Baby~ This week is my last week before I return to my work. How about we are having a trip?"
I open this topic. It's about our anniversary soon. I want to celebrate it with him and our little family.
"What about we invite P'Max, P'Tul, and P'Grace to go with us? P'Grace will come back to New Zealand soon. Let's take this as our thanks for babysit Win..."
"I... W-we...", I stutter. Wait... If they come with us, that's mean there is someone who will babysit Win while I and my baby... Oh, god! My devil brain! But, that's a great idea! I smirk.
"Of course, we can! The more the merrier!"
"Okay! I'll tell them later, okay?"
"Up to you, baby~", I kiss his shoulder and rub his tummy. But, my yai nong suddenly tenses up. I frown. He acts unusual. "What's wrong, baby? Is there something wrong?"
"Eum... N-no, phi... Eumm... I... Eum... I me-mean yes..."
Gulf's POV
Shit! I get caught and what's with my stuttering words. What should I do, now? I'm not ready to tell him. My heart pounds so hard.
"Yai nong, you know phi doesn't like it when you lie to phi, right?", his stern voice comes out again. My throat is suddenly sore and dry. I gulp.
"C-can w-we t-ta-talk it later a-at home?", my fear starts to take over me. I have to suppress it. I won't let any drop of my tears falls here.
"You know it by yourself. It won't work if we don't talk it out. Can't you just tell phi now?"
"I'm not ready, phi... sob... I'm not ready... sob... to know your reaction... sob... I... I don't even know... sob... If you... If you can still accept me... sob..."
I don't even remember when I started sobbing. It hurts me so much. Khun phi pulls me into a hug. My face sinks on his chest. I feel safe on his arms. I know that this is selfish, but I can't let him go at all cost.
Mew's POV
I am literally shocked when my baby is crying. I don't expect this. Was I too harsh earlier? I soothe him by stroking his hair.
"Shh... Phi is sorry na if Phi scared you earlier... Shhh... Don't cry..."
His puffy eyes meet mine. I don't understand with this. Does he make really big mistake so that he is afraid so much? I really want to get my answer now. But, I think he needs more time.
I hold his face and caress his wet cheeks with my thumbs. "If you are not ready to tell phi, then don't say it right now... Don't force yourself... Phi will wait until you are ready. Remember this, yai nong... Whatever it is, good or bad, phi will accept that... Phi won't be angry as long as you tell me the truth... And, no matter what it is, it is really okay as long as we are together... And, phi is not afraid of anything in this world when phi is with you, yai nong... Phi is more afraid of losing you... Phi loves nong naa..."
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