" Eomma !! "
My mind couldn't think straight because of the sight before me.
I immediately dialled 119.
(That's the emergency number in Korea.)" Please state your emergency. "
" It's my m-mom!! She's passed out and I don't know what to do !! "
" Please remain calm ma'am, tell me your address. "
" It's *address*. Please come here quickly!!"
" Don't worry. Medical teams and ambulance will reach your house in 8 minutes. Everything will be ok. "
And with that, the line cut.I sobbed and rocked Eomma's lifeless body in my hands.
" P-please don't go !! I haven't made it up to you for being the worst daughter ever!! Please don't leave me Eomma !!! I'll never forgive myself!! "I'm such a jerk!!
Everything I've been doing is only for myself. Not once did I take the time to observe her actions and feelings.I heard the ear piercing siren of an ambulance and the front door was slammed open. A few men immediately rushed to me to take Eomma onto a stretcher but I didn't let go of her due to shock.
" Ma'am, if you want her to live, you have to let go !! "
I sobbed as they carried her on a stretcher outside the house.
My breathing became jagged and I could see the black dots in my vision enlarge before I was pulled into an oblivion of darkness.Jimin's P.O.V
After dropping Y/N home, I walked on to my house. It wasn't far from hers. It was just two blocks away.
I smiled, thinking of the time I had with her today..She's finally mine. And the kiss was amazing.. I'm happy my first kiss was with her.. she's my everything.
I opened the front door only to be greeted by my dad.
" Hello son! How was today? "
" It was good dad.. by the way.. a friend of mine wants to come and check out one of the horses tomorrow. Is that fine? "
" Yea yea that's fine. " He said, looking into the newspaper.
" How's the races going? "
" Uh.. I'm doing great. I almost beat the stables record today. "
" Good good... "
I sigh and walk up to my room.
I jump onto my bed and lay there.
I unlock my phone and remembered that I had asked Lisa for Y/N's number.
I clicked on ' edit ' and saved her name to:Sugar 🍭💖
I smiled at the nickname, knowing she loved sugary treats, it's perfect for her.
Immediately, the sound of an ambulance siren filled the air. I looked out my window and my eyes widened...
Y/N..I grabbed my jacket and ran out my room and out the front door.
I ran as fast as I could, hoping that nothing bad had happened.
I stopped at Y/N's house and saw a middle aged lady get carried out on a stretcher..Must be her mom.. she doesn't look too good.
Suddenly, all their attention was back in the house and they rushed back in..
My heart broke when I saw Y/N carried out on another stretcher unconscious. Immediately I ran up to them but a lady stopped me.
" Sir, are you a family member? "
" N-no I'm her boyfriend! P-please let me come with them! "
She nodded and told me to get in the back of the ambulance.I climbed in to see Y/N and her mom on two beds unconscious. I could see tear stains line Y/N's cheeks and her mom looked extremely weak..
Y/N must have passed out while crying...
I placed my hand on hers and wondered.
Where's her father?
Maybe... Her life is more complicated than it seems..Y/N's P.O.V
Darkness
It's all I could see.
I could hear the voices around me and I forced my eyes open and saw the opposite of what I was trapped in.
White..
I was staring at a white ceiling. I felt someone's hand on mine.
I turned my head to see Jimin sleeping on the couch with his arm stretched out to hold mine.W-where am I ?
Suddenly, it all came back to me like a bang.
I gasp at the sudden rush of memories and that woke Jimin up.
"Y/N? You're awake! "
He says in his raspy voice.
I wanted to scream and cry because the only thing in my head was Eomma without a pulse.
Tears flowed uncontrollably down my face and jimin's smile turned to worry and concern.
He climbed onto the bed and embraced me into his strong arms.
" E-Eomma... S-she-"
" It's okay Y/N.. just let it all out.. don't bottle up your feelings.. I'm here for you.. "
With that, the wall I had built to block my feelings crashed.
"I-ive failed her !! She's dead and it's all my f-fault!!! "
" Y/N we don't know if she's dead yet. The doctor would have told us if that had happened.. don't blame yourself for something that isn't your fault. "
" B-but that's the point !! It IS my fault!! "
" Listen, I don't know what's going on in your life.. so I don't know what to say right now.. but stop blaming yourself. It isn't gonna change anything Y/N.. "I pulled away from his chest and saw a large wet patch on it because of my tears.
" S-sorry.. "
" Stop saying that. It's what I'm here for. "
With that, he pulled me into a passionate kiss. It was filled with love and at that moment, all my worries went away.. the feeling of his lips on mine eliminated all my problems and I felt like a huge weight was lifted off me.
But when he pulled back, it was like that weight was slammed back down on me and a few more tears managed to escape from my eyes.
He brought his hand upto my face and wiped my tears with his thumbs." Don't worry Y/N.. it'll be ok.. "
But it's not... It's not..
At that moment, the doctor opened the door and Jimin jumped off the bed and stood there awkwardly with a slight blush from embarrassment.
The doctor eyed us and said,
" I'm here to update you on Mrs. M/N's condition. "
I immediately sat up straight in my bed.
" H-how is she? "
" Well.. she's alive.. "
I sighed in relief.
" But.. she's in critical condition. It appears that she hasn't been eating for the past week.. she passed out due to extremely low blood pressure and her heart rate dropped drastically. Hence when you checked her pulse, it was so low that you couldn't feel it, implying that she had no pulse at all.
Other causes of her fainting is due to anxiety, fear, pain, emotional stress and hunger. It could lead to heart problems in the future. So I suggest she stays in the hospital for a month till she regains her strength. We have the means and supplies for situations like this.. "She hasn't been eating for... A week?
And there I was.. stuffing my face with a whole pizza while Eomma was starving at home... I hate myself.. I'm the worst daughter anyone could ever ask for.." Miss, this may come across as rude to you, but I'm just stating facts... You should stay away from her for this month during her rehabilitation.. since it's only possible that you are her cause of stress because you live with her.. for her age, she shouldn't be going through such serious problems.. she might even have a seizure and we don't want that happening.. "
" Hey that's her mother in there! You can't just walk in and tell her to stay-"
" Jimin it's ok.. I'll do it.. "
His angry eyes turned soft when he looked at me..
"Y/N but- "
" It's for the best Jimin.. "
I looked to the doctor and nodded. He bowed and walked out of the room..Its best if I stay away from her for good... I'm her disease.. the only way to cure the person is to get rid of the disease.. and that's what I'm going to do..
A/N : Short chapter sorryyyy 💖

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Reins of Love |PJM| ❌ DISCONTINUED ❌
FanfictionFor those of you that may not be familiar with the term 'discontinued', It means that I have permanently ended the book because of multiple writer's block and plot flow. This book DOES NOT have an ending. Read at your own interest, but just know it'...