Lumax-My person

might not update for awhile

hiiiii friends

so i debated whether this was like an important thing to tell you or not and then decided it was bc ive really been wanting to update but im slowly running out of stories so i have to wait

so this is my second 'update' of the week hehe

so the past couple weeks have been hard with school and mental stuff and family and friends and boyfriend stuff and just

being a teenage girl is hard but whatever

im not salty

so ive been in a really weird place mentally and ive been having like three anxiety attacks a day and like 3 more mental breakdowns a day

in which i turn on sad music and sit on my washer and cry

im not pathetic what are you talking about??

bottom line i just have not been in the writing mood ive been in a weird place im soooo stuck on one of my fics which is making me feel discouraged about the other two 

and ive been listening to a lot of 'unsaid emily' from julie and the phantoms sooooo im sad in general bc thats on repeat in my head all day

in fact im listening to it right now and im close to tears

if i could taaake us back if i could juuuust do that

sorry okay focus m focus 

so if im updating with real things only like once with—

sorry one sec my little sister's bothering me

okay we're back

wait nvm ugh one sec

dang fifth grade math is harder than i remember 

okay so if im updating with only like canons and stuff for a little bit thennn dont fret this wont be discontinued any time soon

i just dont wanna work on any bc theyre more lighthearted fics annnnd ill just make them all sad and stuff sooooo

sorry this is more of a rant than a note hehe i apologize 

oh charlie gillepsie you have the voice of an angel

and the face of an angel

look him up it shouldnt be legal for someone to be so attractive

also watch julie and the phantoms on netflix bc the songs are

F I R E

okay im out

see this was like half passive-agressive and half passive-depressed and half me covering up my real feelings with (bad) humor

omg i need to stop doing this

okay im going for real now bye 

i love you

if anyone wants to talk i am herrre always

stay safe lovessss

m