erased | jjk.

fourteen

from the start, you hated christmas.

the sound of it, the happy emotions.

the night where families would always gather and wait 'till midnight. the christmas trees, lights, foods, and especially gifts.

and this time, it's different.

"cheers!"

you are not with your parents.

"hey! that was mine!"

you're staying in a different place.

"look like jin's doing a mukbang, i can't let him eat all the food."

you're celebrating christmas for the first time.

"my hope! come here!''

you're celebrating it with seven boys.

"oh yeah, don't be shy hope!"

"hey, i'm the only one who should call her hope!"

"i, uh...maybe i shouldn't–"

"eat this." jungkook suddenly stuffs your mouth with a piece of meat.

"oh, you are so cute." taehyung says, pinching your cheeks.

"hey, don't touch her!" jimin slaps his hand.

"tch, you're just jealous."

"what!?"

"hey, hey. happy vibes only." hoseok comments, telling the two to smile.

"10 seconds left!" suddenly, namjoon yells with excitement.

"9!"

"8!"

"7!"

"6!"

"5!"

you counted with them.

"4!"

"3!"

"2!"

"1!"

"merry christmas!" you all cheered, with wide smiles.

finally, you waited for a long time, for this.

welcoming christmas is fun.

"you finally smiled," yoongi speaks, and everyone's eyes are on you.

"wow."

you smile even more.
and everyone gathered for a hug.

you mumble, with wet eyes.
"i love christmas."

you've finally realized that you didn't hate christmas. you just wished that you'll celebrate it with a family in your home.

like everyone else does.